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Zephie
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I’ve decided to convert and while I’m excited to be returning to faith. I’m so confused. I have mild bipolar so I’m afraid of going all legalistic again and beginning another cycle of depression again. I’m also in a confusing point in a relationship with my boyfriend. We live together but he’s got a prescription drug problem. I’ve made him take responsibility for his meds as I can’t handle dosing for him anymore. He’s a good guy but I just don’t want to live with him anymore. Actually I don’t know what I want to be truthful. I am so confused. I’ve explained to him that once I convert there won’t be any more…uh yeah…not that we have in a while which has been a continual problem which is another reason why I want to leave. Of course it could be a medication problem. Honestly, I would never have moved out had I known about his drug problem in the first place. It’s gotten to the point where I am literally having to remind him to take care of himself and run both sets of finances and what not. The easy solution would be to get out now however my name is on the lease until the end of November. Financially he has been paying the bills because of the extent of my student loan debt and the fact that I work a low income job. I’m waiting for taxes so I can enroll in teacher certification. I’ve told him that he’s got until the end of October to get his hygiene and what not straightened out but I still don’t think that’s gonna work. Anyways, please pray, pray for the confusion to go away for the right thing to be done…for whatever

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