Thanks for your quick response …to doanli … St Gabriel…and grace singh… I believe all this health thing in my life came from my years of taunting Satan as I gave advice to folks on how to beat their addiction, fix their life troubles what ever they were, by letting Jesus be their helper in the equation. I gave them a crucifix and said Jesus is the answer to all our troubles. He is truly a king that does not rule from a thrown, but from the cross.
Then seemingly a demon of discouragement came my way and boom I fell into a pit of ill-health and worry. Just my view. At times I felt that I had been helpful to others, but could not help myslef. I am not saying the Devil made me do it, just thinking that being a helper for Jesus can make things come your way from the dark side and blind side you, before you know what’s coming. The entire situation for the pasted 8 or 9 months has turned my life into sadness and despair. The wife of 36 years I love so much has seen me at a place where she might loose me as her partner. What a scarry place for a man to be…I must rise from this soon. Sorry to sound like a whinner of sorts. But that is the way it is.
