Gilbert Keith:
Apparently, things are going well for you in your life right now. You sound very content with the world as you find it. That is not the condition of most people’s lives. It becomes increasingly less the condition of our lives as we mature. The reality gradually dawns upon us that in a godless universe there is no guarantee of justice or mercy, and all around us there is considerable evidence of wasted and hopeless humanity. This is the condition of the vast majority of mankind … and of virtually everybody at the hour of death. We enter the darkness, even the most notorious atheists, no longer cocksure that it was all pointless except for what pleasures of the moment we could manage along the way.
Your philosophy is working for you at the present time. Will it always work for you? If someday your life and your liberty are threatened, or the life or liberty of your loved ones is threatened, and there is no possible way to deal with the situation but to get down on your knees and cry out to heaven for mercy and justice … would you refuse to do so because your divinity has no face?
Please don’t demean me and my faith by making excuses for me. Do you expect your posts here to be taken at face value? I do. Don’t tell me what the only possibility for me is in a given situation, and I will have the same respect for you and your faith.
The truth is, I have had my life and liberty threatened, I have had horrendous injustice occur to me and members of my family and friends. My life is not easy, is anyone’s? Why do you assume that the only way my faith can work is under easy conditions?
I have cried out for mercy and justice, and there are plenty of times that I think “wouldn’t it be a better world if…” I am human, of course I wish things were different at times. But when I follow that line of thought, I know, in my heart of hearts, that I could not come up with a better way. When I get past myself, and look at the big picture, what other way could there be? And the reality is, that this is the way it is. And even when it is not going my way, it is amazing, and awe inspiring, and the divine is worthy of worship.
I do not worship because my life is just the way I want it to be, I worship because it is my genuine response to the awesomeness of reality.
Mercy and justice sometimes come in small doses from the people in my life. Sometimes we can ease each other’s pain, or sometimes technology can help fix a tragedy and allow life to continue, but no, the universe does not change its course to accomodate me, nor anyone else, and in the end, I do find comfort in that. That there is order, and it all goes on reguardless of my personal triumphs or tragedy.
When I was Catholic, I cried out to God, and was ignored. That was of no more use to me than not crying out at all. And people gave me piles of words to explain that God really was there, and really did love me, etc etc, but these things all happened for a reason…but no one knew what the reason was…Now I know the reason, it is the nature of the universe.
An answer that is really not all that different from the Catholic answer, except I don’t bother to put a face on it. And I don’t make up a bunch of human explanations for that which is beyond my understanding. I accept, even the hard stuff, and worship anyway. The final result isn’t much different, it is the explanations that vary. I see nothing in the universe, or about the way it operates that points to the type of God Catholicism teaches about.
Having lived both faiths, I have to tell you, the one I have now has allowed me to worship more, function better, take part in life to a fuller degree, move past/through hardship, and love the divine much more, because I love it for what it is, not for what I hope it will be.
cheddar