Attacked by the Devil - urgent prayers and help needed

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Since Tuesday last week, I have had an extremely godly experience. And this is unlike anything I have experienced, it was nothing but the Spirit. I saw Heaven. I saw Christ. I saw the Father. Everywhere I went I saw eternity, which is far from what we call “eternity” because to describe eternity you would need eternal measurements which are only found in the Spirit. I had divine insight into everything, every movement, every action, every molecule, though my physical body was limited for the sake of His Coming. I am not even blaspheming Him when I say this, and He knows it: I was Him, and He was me. I was God, and my love could move mountains, it was an explosion of love.
But this night, I was attacked by the Devil. I dreamt that the church in my town was devastated by a bomb that was laid there by a guy. Also women in adulterous situations, from the time I watched pornography, appeared, and one of them spoke the word “Death”.
Brothers and sisters, pray for Our Lord to set me and you free from this mortal and sinful nature!!! I need his Spirit to survive, as you do, but I can’t find the Spirit in myself no matter how hard I try. This is not funny at all, so please pray that I have not insulted Him in some way! And how should I approach this issue?? I have went to Confession, Eucharist but it still feels the same. I have no fear of death, because I know that my heart is good, since I saw the miracle that happened inside and outside of me, but my mortal nature darkens this love. I want to glorify God even here on earth. What should I do, fasting, prayer, devotion??
Thx, shino918
 
Since Tuesday last week, I have had an extremely godly experience. And this is unlike anything I have experienced, it was nothing but the Spirit. I saw Heaven. I saw Christ. I saw the Father. Everywhere I went I saw eternity, which is far from what we call “eternity” because to describe eternity you would need eternal measurements which are only found in the Spirit. I had divine insight into everything, every movement, every action, every molecule, though my physical body was limited for the sake of His Coming. I am not even blaspheming Him when I say this, and He knows it: I was Him, and He was me. I was God, and my love could move mountains, it was an explosion of love.
But this night, I was attacked by the Devil. I dreamt that the church in my town was devastated by a bomb that was laid there by a guy. Also women in adulterous situations, from the time I watched pornography, appeared, and one of them spoke the word “Death”.
Brothers and sisters, pray for Our Lord to set me and you free from this mortal and sinful nature!!! I need his Spirit to survive, as you do, but I can’t find the Spirit in myself no matter how hard I try. This is not funny at all, so please pray that I have not insulted Him in some way! And how should I approach this issue?? I have went to Confession, Eucharist but it still feels the same. I have no fear of death, because I know that my heart is good, since I saw the miracle that happened inside and outside of me, but my mortal nature darkens this love. I want to glorify God even here on earth. What should I do, fasting, prayer, devotion??
Thx, shino918
 
If you feel that strongly I would suggest talking to a priest.
 
Shino918 said:
Since Tuesday last week, I have had an extremely godly experience. And this is unlike anything I have experienced, it was nothing but the Spirit. I saw Heaven. I saw Christ. I saw the Father. Everywhere I went I saw eternity, which is far from what we call “eternity” because to describe eternity you would need eternal measurements which are only found in the Spirit. I had divine insight into everything, every movement, every action, every molecule, though my physical body was limited for the sake of His Coming. I am not even blaspheming Him when I say this, and He knows it: I was Him, and He was me. I was God, and my love could move mountains, it was an explosion of love.
But this night, I was attacked by the Devil. I dreamt that the church in my town was devastated by a bomb that was laid there by a guy. Also women in adulterous situations, from the time I watched pornography, appeared, and one of them spoke the word “Death”.
Brothers and sisters, pray for Our Lord to set me and you free from this mortal and sinful nature!!! I need his Spirit to survive, as you do, but I can’t find the Spirit in myself no matter how hard I try. This is not funny at all, so please pray that I have not insulted Him in some way! And how should I approach this issue?? I have went to Confession, Eucharist but it still feels the same. I have no fear of death, because I know that my heart is good, since I saw the miracle that happened inside and outside of me, but my mortal nature darkens this love. I want to glorify God even here on earth. What should I do, fasting, prayer, devotion??
Thx, shino918
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If you know that your heart is good and are trusting in Jesus to save you, that’s all you need.

Read the book of Romans if you haven’t already. It’ll explain all.

God blesses you
 
Shino918 said:
Since Tuesday last week, I have had an extremely godly experience. And this is unlike anything I have experienced, it was nothing but the Spirit. I saw Heaven. I saw Christ. I saw the Father. Everywhere I went I saw eternity, which is far from what we call “eternity” because to describe eternity you would need eternal measurements which are only found in the Spirit. I had divine insight into everything, every movement, every action, every molecule, though my physical body was limited for the sake of His Coming. I am not even blaspheming Him when I say this, and He knows it: I was Him, and He was me. I was God, and my love could move mountains, it was an explosion of love.
But this night, I was attacked by the Devil. I dreamt that the church in my town was devastated by a bomb that was laid there by a guy. Also women in adulterous situations, from the time I watched pornography, appeared, and one of them spoke the word “Death”.
Brothers and sisters, pray for Our Lord to set me and you free from this mortal and sinful nature!!! I need his Spirit to survive, as you do, but I can’t find the Spirit in myself no matter how hard I try. This is not funny at all, so please pray that I have not insulted Him in some way! And how should I approach this issue?? I have went to Confession, Eucharist but it still feels the same. I have no fear of death, because I know that my heart is good, since I saw the miracle that happened inside and outside of me, but my mortal nature darkens this love. I want to glorify God even here on earth. What should I do, fasting, prayer, devotion??
Thx, shino918
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It is NOT about feelings. If you have gone to Holy Confession and have made a good confession, you are in a State of Grace, unless you have/will fall(en) out of His Grace. I suggest you find a spiritual director who is a loyal priest to the Church.

God Love you
 
Thank you most abundantly for your prayers. I went out for a walk, sat down and prayed to the Lord for half an hour. I already feel much better, and I am going in the direction of Grace. Thank you all brothers and sisters, may the Graces flow from His Holy Heart over you.
 
And, pray to find a spiritual director who can help you on your spiritual journey!

Peace and Prayers,

Dorothy
 
TheSurvivor said:
It is NOT about feelings. If you have gone to Holy Confession and have made a good confession, you are in a State of Grace, unless you have/will fall(en) out of His Grace. I suggest you find a spiritual director who is a loyal priest to the Church.

God Love you
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So, you are saying a person would feel the same if they were in a state of grace or if they were completely fallen away? Im not sure I believe that.
 
mikekle said:
So, you are saying a person would feel the same if they were in a state of grace or if they were completely fallen away? Im not sure I believe that.
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TheSurvivor will speak for him/herself but let me put my two cents in; I’m just sitting here.

What he says is very correct. Apparently it’s a concept you haven’t come across yet.
There are so many!!

In christianity you don’t go by how you FEEL, but by what you KNOW.

I KNOW that God has forgiven me even though I may not FEEL like it.

We’re to trust God that he loves us and has forgiven us. We’re not to dwell on our sins once they are forgiven just because we don’t FEEL forgiven. This gets in the way of God’s grace and we cannot participate fully in His joy. Some will go so far as to say that it’s satan that gives us these feelings of guilt, unforgiveness, etc. to create a distance between us and God.

Of course you’re right in the idea that people who are close to God certainly don’t feel the same as those who aren’t! I’d say we’re much happier knowing that God loves us.

God bless you
 
Praying for you. If you are having unusual spiritual experiences, please consult a priest for advice and direction. This is very important. God bless!
 
Do not worry. The devil attacks people. Many people have been attacked like this. The devil cannot harm your soul, he can tempt you to commit sin and harm yourself, but he has no power over you. He is a desperate liar who is doomed to lose, and he knows it.

And as has already been said it is not about how you feel. If you have been to Confession and made a good Confession then your sins are absolved.

For defence against spiritual attack I would suggest praying the Anima Christi and St Michael the Archangel prayers. I would also recommend having plenty of Holy Water in your home, blessing yourself on going in and out of your front door. You could keep a small bottle of Holy Water in your car as well.

You could also keep some Blessed Salt is also good in your house (just buy table salt and get a priest to bless it) sprinkle a few grains around your house (I also sprinkle it in my car and keep a small container of it in my car). A properly blessed St Benedict medal (by a priest using the proper St Benedict blessing) worn on your person or attached to a set of Rosary beads kept on your person. And you could also attach a small wooden blessed crucifix above the front and back doors of your house (blessed wooden St Benedict crucifixes are good).

But do not worry, the devil can only harm you spiritually if you succumb to temptation. Have faith in the Lord and know that your soul belongs to God.

I’d also like to recommend an excellent and very readable little book, “Manual for Spirtual Warfare” by Paul Thigpen.

Soul of Christ, sanctify me;
Body of Christ, save me;
Blood of Christ, inebriate me;
water from the side of Christ, wash me
passion of Christ, strengthen me
O good Jesus, hear me;
within Your wounds hide me;
suffer me not to be separated from You;
from the malicious enemy, defend me;
in the hour of my death, call me;
and bid me come unto You;
that I may praise You with Your saints
and with Your angels
forever and ever.
Amen.

St Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle;
be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him him, we humbly pray;
and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly host,
by the divine power of God, cast into hell, Satan,
and all the evil spirits
who wander throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen.
 
Everyone, may God bless you abundantly for your prayers. They have helped, I feel closer to the Lord and tonight I slept in a state of, well perhaps not perfect Grace, but let’s call it Almost-Grace. I believe God sent me this experience because of two things: First, the awesomeness of the Spirit and all things therein, to show me that Heaven is so real, and that Jesus is coming back very soon. Second, to show me what a fool I am, compared to His wisdom, so that I could humble myself and begin to sanctify my flesh, for one cannot have spirit without having a sanctified flesh, and good works, and vice versa. As soon as I acknowledged that I needed his help, my heart immediately felt at peace. Therefore, I thank you for your prayers, and I will keep you in my prayers. The Lord is very, very good and I believe He is very near.
In Christ’s love,
shino918
 
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