Attacked by the Devil

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Since Tuesday last week, I have had an extremely godly experience. And this is unlike anything I have experienced, it was nothing but the Spirit. I saw Heaven. I saw Christ. I saw the Father. Everywhere I went I saw eternity, which is far from what we call “eternity” because to describe eternity you would need eternal measurements which are only found in the Spirit. I had divine insight into everything, every movement, every action, every molecule, though my physical body was limited for the sake of His Coming. I am not even blaspheming Him when I say this, and He knows it: I was Him, and He was me. I was God, and my love could move mountains, it was an explosion of love.
But this night, I was attacked by the Devil. I dreamt that the church in my town was devastated by a bomb that was laid there by a guy. Also women in adulterous situations, from the time I watched pornography, appeared, and one of them spoke the word “Death”.
Brothers and sisters, pray for Our Lord to set me and you free from this mortal and sinful nature!!! I need his Spirit to survive, as you do, but I can’t find the Spirit in myself no matter how hard I try. This is not funny at all, so please pray that I have not insulted Him in some way! And how should I approach this issue?? I have went to Confession, Eucharist but it still feels the same. I have no fear of death, because I know that my heart is good, since I saw the miracle that happened inside and outside of me, but my mortal nature darkens this love. I want to glorify God even here on earth. What should I do, fasting, prayer, devotion??
Thx, shino918
 
If you feel that strongly I would suggest talking to a priest.
 
Thank you for the beautiful testimony shino. The devil will always try to discourage us. Don’t let him. Rather, encourage yourself in God (Jn14:1).

The way to please God is to live by faith (Jn6:29). Believe God’s promises for all your need.
If Jesus has taken all your sins and removed them for ever, then believe Him and don’t look back.

Keep seeking to know Him more and let Him love you.

God speed
 
Thank you everyone for prayers. Slept good tonight, no devil, only a peaceful sleep. Went to Mass today and I feel a state of grace, though not perfect. May Christ’s love always be with you, and thank you very very much for your prayers, I will reciprocate them by praying for your well-being and closeness to Christ.
In Christ’s love
 
I will pray for your continued protection. It always helps for me to think of the examples of St. Faustina and St. John Vianney whenever things get bad and these might be helpful to you if it returns.
 
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