Don’t be discouraged.
Diary of St. Faustina 952
The Lord is surely pleased with your efforts, and your writing is good. Sometimes things just take a while, but success snowballs.
Thanks so much for the reminder of the quote from St. Faustina. That’s one I noted myself from her Diary!
I love St. Fautstina. It was her Diary that inspired me to write my first novel,
Rain from Heaven, about God’s mercy. I also had to smile when I read that you wrote “Sometimes things just take a while.” Oh, that is so true. One thing I haven’t mentioned is that it took me 15 years to get permission from my Spiritual Director to get published. (He told me somebody with authority had to read it and give me the go-ahead first.) But he wouldn’t read it himself nor did he know anybody who would. And it was the same way when he was transferred and I got a new SD. I went through SD after SD, and they all said the same thing–one of them even forbid me to discuss my novels! So, out of obedience, I was silenced.
For 15 years I went into daily Mass, knelt before Jesus in the tabernacle, and prayed, “Thy will be done.” I have to admit, though, that I didn’t get why this was happening. Here I was trying to do something for God, and it seemed everywhere I turned a door was slammed in my face. I was encouraged by something else Faustina wrote. She said Jesus told her, “Know that I am with you; I bring about the difficulties, and I overcome them; in one instant, I can change a hostile disposition to one which is favorable to this cause.” (Diary, 788) Yes, I know He was talking about her mission, not mine, but I did find some comfort there.
Anyway, finally one of my SDs agreed (although with extreme reluctance) to read* Rain*. At our next session my SD was actually gushing, “I can see the Holy Spirit at work in this! You have got to get this published! I am ordering you to publish this book!”
I could scarcely believe what I was hearing. After 15 years, I was actually
ordered to publish. So it was true: “In an instant I can change a hostile disposition to one which is favorable to this cause.”
There is, of course, a lot more to the story, a lot more heartache that went on (and still goes on), but this post is already fairly long, so I won’t get into all that. But I am happy to report that a copy of my second novel,
Nearer the Dawn, sold yesterday and another one today!
Thank you, AKDee. You’ve been a great help and comfort through all this!