To put it bluntly, my point is to say that the Church has little knowledge of God and the Jewish (and even human nature) as is evidenced by their views. Clearly Mary Magdalene is Jesus’ wife and this has been stolen from her as the Church has tried to replace her with their establishment (lacking in common sense)… as though that is fair to Jesus’ memory replacing her with a man and it is a lack of respect ESPECIALLY to her, considering SHE is the one who stuck to his teachings in a way that the Church has not. After all, it says he cast out “7 spirits” which is to say that in spite of the embarrassment and shame she must have felt in being honest with him… she WAS determined to learn his ways. Then, she shared in his suffering with him rather than reveling in it and prolonging it for her own selfish benefit. That is worthy of a defense in my personal view.

Obeying the very strong suggestion in Ezekiel 18:28. Common sense says you are wrong and I am right. You just can not admit to it because your excuse for the guilt you are under thanks to the false teachings depends on me being wrong.
This would only be true if I denied the evidences in front of me for the sake of holding on to the views of Christianity for selfish reasons. It was not because of feelings that I threw myself at the mercy of God as I was, refusing to accept the shed blood of a human to atone for being a human being. It was not feelings that were leading me when I demanded for the Truth no matter how scary and that if the Truth was to ACTUALLY believe in something that made no sense and especially that of the a literal human sacrifice, then I would accept eternal punishment… I could not accept it. And believe me… there was GREAT FEAR in that declaration I made because it had been grounded into my mind that I would eternally burn for not accepting this line of thinking. Feelings are NOT what control me… they may get the better of me at time (being a woman, after all), but certainly I ALWAYS consider them and find Reason in that consideration, as is the case here.
I think it is quite disgusting that a people who were not even of Jesus would crucify him AND the people that he loved to atone for their sins. Not only that, but he has been stripped of his identity… everything that made him who he was has been taken away to replace his wife with another people and their beliefs. It is not feelings I am led by because all of my identity has been intermingled with this disgusting way of thinking. Isolation, great fear, and acceptance AT ANY COST is not something the typical person is willing to follow for the sake of Truth… why won’t you do it? Because of your feelings of jealousy to think that Jesus’ beloved was his wife and not the Church or you.
Subjective… yes. I did consider my own reactions in order to get to the Truth. I just did not let negative subjective feelings get in the way to see the Truth. Emotional, well, yes… but it is not my EMOTIONS that I am regarding. I am still on my own in admitting the Truth… I just am able to cope with it. You on the other hand are substituting the Truth with a lie because of
your emotions.
I have been honest. I feel good about it. I can not help that you are jealous of two people who lived 2,000 years ago that you cannot accept the evidences in front of you. That is what is lacking in your life and not mine.
Most certainly would not buy into my idea of Romance as you have yourself proved. To me, lust is not romance. Romance is complete honesty and understanding, knowledge of each other, complete trust, and commitment despite personal sufferings for remaining so. This idea of romance is mostly rejected.