Well today i couldnt take it anymore so im back on things that i shouldnt be i dont know if i want to tell my councler that i tried this drug again i just needed an excape i dont know what i should do anymore… i keep chosing the wrong thing looking at this vicaden and aderall makes me think of how stupid im being and i should just take to many and not continue on ill be thinking all night i havent slept for 3 days now until when i got home from school… just pray i can get through this i dont want to choose something i cant back down on… so i gave the pills to someone i trust dearly but dont know how long she will keep them for me because if i want them shell give um back hope i can get back on track … AGAIN just keep me in your prayers i need it but i need to find a way to tell my councler…
You are not being stupid, you are just going through a tough time. Call 1-800-273-8255 or a number you may have for support to talk to someone.
Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.
To you, O blessed Joseph,
do we come in our tribulation,
and having implored the help of your most holy spouse,
we confidently invoke your patronage also.
Through that charity which bound you to the Immaculate Virgin Mother of God and through the paternal love with which you embraced the Child Jesus,
we humbly beg you graciously to regard the inheritance which Jesus Christ has purchased by his Blood,
and with your power and strength to aid us in our necessities.
O most watchful Guardian of the Holy Family, defend the chosen children of Jesus Christ;
O most loving father,
ward off from us every contagion of error and corrupting influence;
O our most mighty protector,
be propitious to us and from heaven assist us in our struggle with the power of darkness;
and, as once you rescued the Child Jesus from deadly peril, so now protect God’s Holy Church from the snares of the enemy and from all adversity;
shield, too, each one of us by your constant protection,
so that, supported by your example and your aid, we may be able to live piously and holy, and to obtain eternal happiness in heaven. Amen.
We love you!