+JMJ+
Going back on topic, I had just read Vouthon’s post quoting St. Julian of Norwich’s writings, and I was completely struck by the quote from the saint that says (and here I quote from
here, which as you can see is quite different from what Vouthon quoted):
**For in every soul that shall be saved is a Godly Will that never assented to sin, nor ever shall. Right as there is a beastly will in the lower part that may will no good, right so there is a Godly Will in the higher part, which will is so good that it may never will evil, but ever good. And therefore we are that which He loveth and endlessly we do that which Him pleaseth. **
Now this reminded me of a few things. First about the theological meaning of
heart. The heart is where the will (not the passions, as modern people think) reside.
[BIBLEDRB]Matthew 15:18-20[/BIBLEDRB]
According to Jesus, sins come from the heart. But since it is only the will that can sin, it therefore is obvious that the will resides in the heart.
But if there are
two wills, one “Godly” and one “evil”, then it follows that the
heart is a battleground between the good will and the bad will.
This seems to be what St. Paul was relating in Romans chapter 7.
[BIBLEDRB]Romans 7:14-25[/BIBLEDRB]
Note what St. Paul said: [BIBLEDRB]Romans 7:22[/BIBLEDRB]
Where did this “inward man” come from? From Baptism.
[BIBLEDRB]Romans 6:3-6[/BIBLEDRB]
I think that’s why St. Julian said, “For in every soul
that shall be saved…” and not just “For every soul.”
But what could this “Godly will”, this “new man”, be but that will that loves? And I think here is where I find the answer for the OP’s question, for St. John said
[BIBLEDRB]1 John 4:18[/BIBLEDRB]
If we take into account what I have presented from St. Julian, St. Paul, and St. John’s writings so far, then there is one possible answer for the OP:
Because the old man, the evil will that has no capacity to love, will always be with us until we die, fear will never leave us until we die.
BUT, by virtue of our baptism, since we also have this Godly will, this new man that has never consented to sin and thus has never stopped loving God,
then there is something in us that never has and never will have fear. It is this new man that we must always give free reign in our heart so that, even though it will never leave us, fear will nevertheless never be the center of our lives, but instead love.