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Cielo300
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I wasn’t going to write about suffering with mental illness but I need prayer from fellow Catholics now more than ever. At church I have only told 2 people about it. The first person rejected me making excuses which I won’t get into and the second I opened up to today. She’s in behavioral social work. I don’t know if at church tomorrow things between us will be ok or not. Please pray it will.
I am not suffering now from any delusions now (depression yes) but interiorly for a short time I did and it affected a few of my relationships at church. Outwardly I seemed ok but being rejected for things out of my control is hard. My greatest fear is being cast out of church for good for odd behavior and ending up homeless too due to debt.
It’s not easy when in confession I have to then face the same priests who know my struggles with mental illness.
At church I come across as friendly quirky but overly needy too for friendship at times. I am trying to control the needy selfcenteredness but its hard and lonely this life of mine.
Anyway… God willing this thread will attract others like me. Thanks again for listening and I am glad for this spiritual outlet to vent and comfort each other.
God bless


I am not suffering now from any delusions now (depression yes) but interiorly for a short time I did and it affected a few of my relationships at church. Outwardly I seemed ok but being rejected for things out of my control is hard. My greatest fear is being cast out of church for good for odd behavior and ending up homeless too due to debt.
It’s not easy when in confession I have to then face the same priests who know my struggles with mental illness.
At church I come across as friendly quirky but overly needy too for friendship at times. I am trying to control the needy selfcenteredness but its hard and lonely this life of mine.
Anyway… God willing this thread will attract others like me. Thanks again for listening and I am glad for this spiritual outlet to vent and comfort each other.
God bless