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mkdl_v17
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I am still besieged. I realise that the sweetest delusions carry the deadliest poison to the conscience and the soul.
I just don’t want to inherit the misdeeds of my ancestors for the sake of honouring them. My family legacy alone cannot guarantee my salvation, because my family cannot remit my sins and raise me to Heaven by their own power, nor I do the same to them by my own power. And they should not misinterpret God’s will (on purpose) to justify controlling my life and bending me to their own wills. I am never comfortable with being an extension of another person’s life nor being “reduced” to being his own pack animal or machine.
I simply want to serve God to the fullest extent because He, as King of Kings and Lord of Lords, outranks us all.
I’m not expecting any exemption from moral liability nor “special privileges” just because I have Chinese descent, diagnosed with a mental disorder, or live outside the capital region. The laws of God and Church are crystal-clear on perilous issues such as abortion, media piracy, communism, and contraception.
And by the way, I want to make sure that I would not tolerate media piracy in my workplace and (when going freelance) would properly pay taxes and register my business before the first day of work.
Lord, have mercy on me, a very grievous sinner; help me cope with my personal problems and to show respect for my friends.
I just don’t want to inherit the misdeeds of my ancestors for the sake of honouring them. My family legacy alone cannot guarantee my salvation, because my family cannot remit my sins and raise me to Heaven by their own power, nor I do the same to them by my own power. And they should not misinterpret God’s will (on purpose) to justify controlling my life and bending me to their own wills. I am never comfortable with being an extension of another person’s life nor being “reduced” to being his own pack animal or machine.
I simply want to serve God to the fullest extent because He, as King of Kings and Lord of Lords, outranks us all.
I’m not expecting any exemption from moral liability nor “special privileges” just because I have Chinese descent, diagnosed with a mental disorder, or live outside the capital region. The laws of God and Church are crystal-clear on perilous issues such as abortion, media piracy, communism, and contraception.
And by the way, I want to make sure that I would not tolerate media piracy in my workplace and (when going freelance) would properly pay taxes and register my business before the first day of work.
Lord, have mercy on me, a very grievous sinner; help me cope with my personal problems and to show respect for my friends.
