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krysianka
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I beg you all to pray for the soul of Trey C. Trey and I became addicted to drugs together. I have not spoken to him in 10 years; I haven’t permitted myself to even think of him.
About 2 weeks ago, I suddenly felt that he was in trouble, like jail. I began to think and pray. I called his parents tonight to try to reach him. His dad told me Trey was found dead from an overdose 2 weeks ago. The thought that he is in hell fills me with such sorrow and horror I am nauseous.
I love him so much and never got to apologize for resenting him, for rejecting him, for everything I’ve done to contribute to his addiction, or tell him that I still love him. I don’t think he was ever baptized. I fear for his soul, but I MUST trust in God’s mercy, for Trey was under such intense bondage.
Tonight my loss and my regret are intense.
In two weeks, I have experienced:
About 2 weeks ago, I suddenly felt that he was in trouble, like jail. I began to think and pray. I called his parents tonight to try to reach him. His dad told me Trey was found dead from an overdose 2 weeks ago. The thought that he is in hell fills me with such sorrow and horror I am nauseous.
I love him so much and never got to apologize for resenting him, for rejecting him, for everything I’ve done to contribute to his addiction, or tell him that I still love him. I don’t think he was ever baptized. I fear for his soul, but I MUST trust in God’s mercy, for Trey was under such intense bondage.
Tonight my loss and my regret are intense.
In two weeks, I have experienced:
- loss (finally recognizing relationship existed & ended),
- joy and hope (recognition of love, and the thought that we could forgive & reconcile),
- true loss

