Sorry, I want to speak my peace, it’s a long one. Ever since my Bishop gave us the new norm in seattle of standing after the Great Amen until the last person returns from communion (or something like that), I have felt cheated of a sense of united worship. In the past and currently, I choose to frequent the parishes who’s leadership seeks to be in union with Catholic teaching (ie. where they kneel during the Eucharistic prayer). Then the stand ruling came out it seemed I had lost my refuge. The dissenters had followed me to my parish to stand in front of me as I gaze at the back of them rather than Jesus

Only these weren’t dissenters, but my fellow parishoners who really felt awkward or disappointed with the new ruling, but went along out of obedience. And the sad thing is, it seems that certain people the Bishop was trying to bring closer, still don’t kneel at all. So the rest of us have given in it seems, to pacify those who have not moved an inch. I feel like an Indian in a fake treaty! So here it stands, people all around me looking restless, tired standing, distracted, confused, talking, laughing, billing and cooing with eachother. A friend put it so true, Communion now looks like people getting ready to leave a movie rather than sharing (at least in posture) communal prayer/worship. Well, the Bishop soon after had compassion on the kneeler people like me … and informed us that we can kneel if we want, like we used to. Only not many know they can kneel, or like me, don’t want to stand out as a self-righteous separatist. It feels like showing off, when I am one of few who kneel. But sometimes it hits me and I just kneel in solitary, at that sublime moment when the priest says “this is the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world…” I do it not because I want to make everyone else feel like irreverent slobs, but because that is how I have been honoring Jesus since I was a child and it just feels right.
- Indian Squaw who wants treaty canceled.