Blasphemous ocd and "daily sins"

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hello,

I’ve posted before. I have a dilemma that I have faced with my blasphemous ocd. when these thoughts enter my mind, I have mundane daily thoughts and actions (lustful, avarice, white lies), and when I try to apologize and ask for forgiveness for the ocd, i feel like I can’t ask for forgiveness for just the ocd, it has to be for everything including the “daily” sins. Like I thoughts about having sex with my girlfriend, we haven’t done anything but I think about it and then I get hit with ocd. I try to pray for the ocd but I can’t promise that I won’t think lustful thoughts or act on them in the future. So I feel I cannot pray for forgiveness unless it is for everything but it doesn’t feel genuine because I may or may not act on these thoughts.

what do I do?
 
It sounds like you need guidance from a spiritual director familiar with your condition, as well as your psychologist.
 
God grant you peace of mind and soul.

We’re all imperfect too. We probably all feel bad about ourselves sometimes.

God loves you very much and He understands you perfectly.
 
So long as we live in this world, we cannot remain without trial and temptation: as Job says, “Man’s life on earth is a warfare.” We must therefore be on guard against temptations, and watchful in prayer, that the Devil find no means of deceiving us; for he never rests, but prowls around seeking whom he may devour. No one is so perfect and holy that he is never tempted, and we can never be secure from temptation.
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Although temptations are so troublesome and grievous, yet they are often profitable to us, for by them we are humbled, cleansed, and instructed. All the Saints endured many trials and temptations, and profited by them; but those who could not resist temptations became reprobate, and fell away. There is no Order so holy, nor place so secluded, where there are no troubles and temptations. 

No man can be entirely free from temptation so long as he lives; for the source of temptation lies within our own nature, since we are born with an inclination towards evil. When one temptation or trial draws to a close, another takes its place; and we shall always have something to fight, for man has lost the blessing of original happiness. Many try to escape temptations, only to encounter them more fiercely, for no one can win victory by flight alone; it is only by patience and true humility that we can grow stronger than all our foes. 

The man who only avoids the outward occasions of evil, but fails to uproot it in himself, will gain little advantage. Indeed, temptations will return upon him the sooner, and he will find himself in a worse state than before. Little by little and by patient endurance you will overcome them by God's help, better than by your own violence and importunity. Seek regular advice in temptation, and never deal harshly with those who are tempted, but give them such encouragement as you would value yourself. 

The beginning of all evil temptation is an unstable mind and lack of trust in God. Just as a ship without a helm is driven to and fro by the waves, so a careless man, who abandons his proper course, is tempted in countless ways. Fire tempers steel, and temptation the just man. We often do not know what we can bear, but temptation reveals our true nature. We need especially to be on our guard at the very onset of temptation, for then the Enemy may be more easily overcome, if he is not allowed to enter the gates of the mind: he must be repulsed at the threshold, as soon as he knocks. Thus the poet Ovid writes, “Resist at the beginning; the remedy may come too late.” For first there comes into the mind an evil thought: next, a vivid picture: then delight, and urge to evil, and finally consent. In this way the Enemy gradually gains complete mastery, when he is not resisted at first. And the longer a slothful man delays resistance, the weaker he becomes, and the stronger his enemy grows against him. 

**Some people undergo their heaviest temptations at the beginning of their conversion; some towards the end of their course; others are greatly troubled all their lives; while there are some whose temptations are but light. This is in accordance with the wisdom and justice of God's ordinance, who weighs the condition and merits of every man, and disposes all things for the salvation of those whom He chooses. 

We must not despair, therefore, when we are tempted, but earnestly pray God to grant us his help in every need. For, as Saint Paul says, “With the temptation, God will provide a way to overcome it, that we may be able to bear it.” So, let us humble ourselves under the hand of God, in every trial and trouble, for He will save and raise up the humble in Spirit. In all these trials, our progress is tested; in them great merit may be secured, and our virtue become evident. It is no great matter if we are devout and fervent when we have no troubles; but if we show patience in adversity, we can make great progress in virtue. Some are spared severe temptations, but are overcome in the lesser ones of every day, in order that they may be humble, and learn not to trust in themselves, but to recognize their frailty. **
-The Imitation of Christ, Book 1, Chapter 13
 
hello,

I’ve posted before. I have a dilemma that I have faced with my blasphemous ocd. when these thoughts enter my mind, I have mundane daily thoughts and actions (lustful, avarice, white lies), and when I try to apologize and ask for forgiveness for the ocd, i feel like I can’t ask for forgiveness for just the ocd, it has to be for everything including the “daily” sins. Like I thoughts about having sex with my girlfriend, we haven’t done anything but I think about it and then I get hit with ocd. I try to pray for the ocd but I can’t promise that I won’t think lustful thoughts or act on them in the future. So I feel I cannot pray for forgiveness unless it is for everything but it doesn’t feel genuine because I may or may not act on these thoughts.

what do I do?
Here is what someone else said about OCD.

“…OCD is a mental illness caused by an overactive cingulate gyrus in the brain. This over activity is biological in nature. OCD causes unwanted upsetting intrusive thoughts. They can be violent, blasphemous, scrupulous, condemning, self-doubting, angry, anxiety ridden, etc. The sufferer is usually not sinning by having these thoughts.”

“Please seek the help of a priest and a good Catholic/Christian psychiatrist. This condition is highly treatable with medication and counseling.”

May God bless and keep you. May God’s face shine on you. May God be kind to you and give you peace.
 
I don’t think you have to ask for forgiveness for the OCD, as it is a medical condition, not a sin, as somebody else already pointed out.

Impure thoughts are sins if you intentionally WANT to think them.
So I don’t know how that is in your case with the thoughts about having sex with your girlfriend, are they thoughts that come without you really wanting them, or do you intentionally think them and enjoy them? That would make a big difference in whether or not they are sinful.

If you are unsure, I hope you can find a priest who can help you sort it out.
You can jsut ask at confession.
 
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