So I am also an “intellectual” Christian. I like the facts, but feeling affection for someone whom I cannot spend hours of time in personal conversation with is very hard. (I can pray for hours, but I have only gotten two responses from God my whole life). For me, finding reasons to feel affection for Christ is hard. However, I grow in affection for him when I read fantasy books with multiple “gods,” especially books where the gods interact with man on a routine basis. These books show such weak gods, such simple relationships that I cannot help respecting and loving my God, who is so much greater than these, more than I did before. I suggest, therefore, that you find a book with lots of gods and magic and, while you may or may not enjoy the story, read it in the kind of depth you usually save for your heavy theology books. Compare the theologies to ours. Compare the gods to Christ. I hope that, like me, this will help you. (And if occasionally you just read for fun, well, “enjoy yourself as much as you like - if only you keep from sin.” (St. John Bosco)