I am an atheist, and I have my ear pressed firmly against that door, straining to hear even the slightest knock. I have yet to hear anything.
JMJ + OBT
Here is what you do, and this
will lead to your conversion if you choose to correspond with the graces that
will be poured out upon you.
(1) Visit
MassTimes.org, and enter your Zip Code or
city, state. In the returned list of parishes, see if there is one reasonably close by to you that has scheduled
Adoration – if so, then pick that one. If none of the parishes within, say, and hour’s driving distance have
Adoration, then make your choice based on convenience, and perhaps based upon your review of the parishes’ websites.
(2) Use
MapQuest or
Google Maps to get directions from your residence to the parish you’ve chosen. If you’ve chosen one that has scheduled
Adoration, then visit during that scheduled time. If your selected parish does not have
Adoration, then visit at a time when you know the church building will be open (e.g. 7am - 7pm; you may need to call the parish office).
(3) If you arrive during scheduled
Adoration, then figure out wherever it’s being held (probably in the main church, perhaps in a “day chapel”). If you’re not visiting during scheduled adoration, then figure out where the tabernacle is located in the church building (don’t be afraid to ask someone in the office; they’ll be cool about it) and go before it.
(4) Kneel down and offer a quiet vocal or silent mental prayer that goes something like this (even if you don’t yet believe in prayer, do this in some sort of
explicit internal or external manner):
O Jesus of Nazareth, your followers in the Catholic Church believe that you continually dwell among us human beings as our Emmanuel – “God with us” – bodily present in your humanity and divinity, though hidden under the veil of a sacrament, the appearances of bread and wine. Here I kneel in the presence of this sacrament exposed in a monstrance [reserved in this tabernacle], not knowing whether this “Catholic truth” is true – whether your bodily presence is as real as mine in this room – whether you even exist at all. If you are here indeed, and if you now hear me with human ears as your followers tell me indeed you will, then I ask that your beating and sacred heart might, by grace, impress upon my mind and soul the love of God for humankind and for me personally. I ask, may it please you, that your mother, the Blessed Virgin Mary, might pray for me this instant and obtain for me the grace to know you, believe in you, trust you, and to begin to live in you, and you in me. O Jesus, meek and humble of heart, make my heart like unto thine.
Then rest there for a moment. Go on your way when you are ready, and be open to all that God may ask of you according to his twofold commandment: (1) to love Him with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength; (2) and to love your neighbor as you love yourself.
May Our Lord bless you and keep you.
In the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
IC XC NIKA