cheddar
*The Divine need not wait till my dying breath for me to call out to it, I do so every day.
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But your Divine, by your own admission is nothing more than the universe in its totality, everything that is … these are your own words. Go back and read your earlier posts.
Why bother to call out to such a Divine … as it certainly is not going to answer you … except in the end to snuff you out with your dying breath?
I did not say I could not be bothered…
Well, you did say that you did not like to have to squint at God through the Catholic lens, that you had been driven to distraction doing so (or words to that effect) … same thing, don’t you think … could not be bothered? Go back and read your earlier posts.
You seem to be getting yourself more and more boxed-in by the vagueness of your own religion … if that is what you want to call it. To me it’s just a fancy dressed-up form of atheism. The worship of everything that is really means that nothing is Divine. Why do you persist in using that word “Divine” when clearly its intended meaning is to point to something other than the universe?
I call out to the Divine, because that is my natural response to my awareness of it. I can do no other. I worship, because worship is how I respond to my awareness of What Is.
You are trying to argue some kind of logic with me, that what I do doesn’t make sense, I won’t argue. What religion DOES make sense? I haven’t found one yet. People respond to what they know and feel and believe, not to what makes sense.
I’m not sure what kind of “answer” you would expect? All around me is the “answer” of the Divine. Everything that is, is what the Divine has to “say”. I am never NOT responded to.
The way you respond to my faith, makes me wonder what is the basis of yours. Do you only praise and worship in expectation of some reward? Or do you praise God because He is worthy of praise, and in recognizing that, you can do no other. Are you in your faith only because you fear Hell? I suspect not. I suspect you are there because you know and love God and are aware of something awesome and greater than you…in spite of the fact that you know your life will be full of pain, and that there is cruelty in this world, and that you will suffer loss and fear and doubt, you still recognize the awesomeness and praise anyway.
I do that too. If that is dressed up Atheism to you…you are entitled to your opinion. I am used to that response from Christians, since they only recognize the Christian God as valid, anyone who does not believe in their God defaults to atheism.
What word would it suit you that I use, since my use of the Divine bothers you. Would you change the terminology of your faith because someone else was confused or uncomfortable with it?
I believe I already explained why I don’t simply use “universe” because that implies only the physical, only that which can be measured. There is obviously something going on that is beyond our ability to understand, pin down and measure. That too, is the Divine. You use the disparaging remark that the Divine is “nothing more” than the totality of all there is, as if that is some negligible thing to be shrugged off. The Divine is all there is, and the cause, source, and manner in which ‘all that is’ operates. I don’t see that as something to be shrugged at.
I understand that my religion seems vague to you. That makes sense, it is an entirely different way of thinking about, perceiving and experiencing everything. If you don’t have that mindset, it will come across as vague.I’ve had that reaction when people describe their religions to me, it seems like a bunch of disconnected nonsense and foolishness, because I have no context for understanding it.
Again, I’m not sure how long or hard you think a person should “bother” “squint” search, hunt for your God. I gave it about 30 years. Then, I could no longer go on ignoring what was in front of my face to hunt for what seemed pleased to remain hidden.
I gather that many Catholics like that aspect of the faith, the mysterious nature of it. Many people post here with great pride about how difficult Catholicism is. It is a point of honor to have a faith in one who may never discernably “answer” to persevere through dry years, decades, and dark nights of the soul…yet you ask me why I bother to call out to the Divine? I see and recognize my “god” (do you like that word better?) everywhere, why would I not call out to it?
I am human, I respond to it in human terms, it is beyond human, it responds to me in it’s own terms.
cheddar