I have doubt. I can see the Church has several degrees of doubt.
It appears “Involuntary Doubt” is OK. Not so for “Voluntary Doubt”. It gets worse, it seems with "Incredulity, downright nasty with “Heresy” left unchecked becomes “Obstinate Doubt” (muy malo) and “Apostasy” is like sleeping with the Devil and “Schism” is like Henry the VIII’th.
For me, I’m definitely not “Schism”, pretty sure I’m not “Obstinate Doubt (Heresy)”, maybe not too far off from “Incredulity”, so I’m probably “Voluntary Doubt” and definitely “Involuntary Doubt”.
However, my doubt is more of a question than a real doubt. I believe in the Creed but I want to know why God created such a violent world when it would seem He didn’t have to.
After all, He is omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent & omnificent. In other words,
He has unlimited power,
Infinite awareness,
Complete, universal knowledge,
Exists at all places at all times,
He has unlimited creative power.
Given those attributes of the Almighty, there seems to be a redundancy with Him giving us “free will”. Because He has complete, universal knowledge & infinite awareness, therefore He knows beforehand who will obey and who won’t.
So why would He subject us to all this misery only to see the majority of us condemned to the Netherworld for all of eternity just for the brief flicker of time that we would have spent here on Planet Earth disobeying, which He knew we would all along?
So, is a question the same as a doubt? I don’t think so, but “Cathologists”, well-versed in “Cathology” may disagree. I don’t see the harm in asking tough, probing questions. After all, God gave us brains…