Several months ago, I watched a powerful film on PBS called
God On Trial. The movie is set during the Holocaust, and a group of Jewish men hold a trial to see if God is guilty of breaking his covenant with the Jewish people. This is an incredible story about ‘the problem of evil,’ the nature of God, atheism, faith, etc., and I have been unable to stop thinking about it for six months now. Here is why:
During the trial, one of the Rabbis lists all of the evil things God has done in the Torah. Genocide, cruelty, killing the innocent, etc. He then says that “[God] is not good, He is not good…He has just been on our side.”
This has, quite literally, troubled my sleep. What if God isn’t good? I mean, in His own book, in the Old Testament, He does some pretty horrific stuff. If God is not good, or not all good, a lot of what’s wrong with our world become explicable. So…how do we know that God is good when He Himself has done things that are not good?
Eli Wiesel, the author of
Night, says that the trial actually took place when he was a child in Auschwitz. After God was found guilty, the Rabbis all went off to pray. Talk about faith, huh?
Dear Michael.
I commend your courage for walking into these difficult questions.
I too have read “The Night” and countless other books, I have been to Yad Vashem in Jerusalem and I have pondered the question of evil so many times.
I always came to the conclusion that there is only one thing that can remedy the existence of an evil that is so dark and so perverted, and that is the existense of an inexplainable blizz awaiting the people who suffered thus.
A friend of mine compared the story of Israel with the life of Jesus… its wisdom in prophesy to see God so intimately linked with His people that they suffer apocalyptic horror, like God did too.
The Bible says: “He became sin”, so that we have peace by His wounds. He became sin… what does this mean? I am convinced that everything done to the least of the Jewish brothers in the ghettos and camps was done to the Messiah too.
Whatever God allows, He allowed it also against Himself. This is something we cannot fathom on this side of eternity… but this is also a realisation that has carried many a Christian through the death camps.
As for your other question. About the Old Testament. If we only had that, our trial agaisnt God might also loose… I mean the personal individual one we go through sometimes. I have been discussing these things with the Muslims on CAF since they say: Your God is just as cruel as ours. To that I say:
The Bible is written by human hand.
The time until Christ is the time of justice. A consequence of a fall that God did not wish.
The time until Christ is a time of wrath.
It’s written in the New Testament that we were the children of wrath before Christ came. It also says that the wages of sin is death. The wages of original sin. Today we see that the world is full of horror… gang rape, genocides, phedophilia, torture, sex slavery… to name a few. What becomes of this unrepented sin? Does it not strike back on the earth and hit in catastrophes that cause even the death of children? From the apocalype we know, as Catholics, that there will be more disasters awaiting this world… and although we carry the seal of baptism we will suffer with the rest of human kind.
We have not seen our sins with the eyes of God… but from those who have, they cry: I deserve only to be cut in little pieces.
I sometimes wonder… did the Jews, Poles and Gypsies atone for the sins of mankind somehow. Jesus says: “Blessed are those who cry now, because they will rejoice…” This is a rather odd statement … maybe its broader than we thought.
God does not want us to feel pain… yet pain is intimately linked with joy… for in the deepest pain joy is present to us as expectation: I should not suffer this… its not natural… I should be happy… thats my right element. Thats what we were created for. A danish philosopher called this “the problem of joy”, as an answer to those who made the teodice: “the problem of evil”. The philosopher… if God does not exist, then from where comes the expectation of joy? Why is it that we feel that pain and suffering is an intruder ,… but joy is never felt like an intruder…
These are some thoughts to ponder. Its not easy to explain. But I too have thought about many of these questions and would not settle for a blind acceptance, since i came from a not-religious way of life…
Any religious must be someone who can understand the system of his own thinking… someone who has asked behind the apparent things… if not, he looks like a fool to the modern non-believing world.