Can God hear my prayers even though I willfully severed my connection with him? I do hope so… I need His help now more than ever.
God certainly can. And the first prayer you should pray is:
O my God,
I am heartily sorry for
having offended Thee,
and I detest all my sins,
because I dread the loss of heaven,
and the pains of hell;
but most of all because
they offend Thee, my God,
Who are all good and
deserving of all my love.
I firmly resolve,
with the help of Thy grace,
to confess my sins,
to do penance,
and to amend my life.
Amen.
Or in Latin:
DEUS meus, ex toto corde poenitet me omnium meorum peccatorum, eaque detestor, quia peccando, non solum poenas a Te iuste statutas promeritus sum, sed praesertim quia offendi Te, summum bonum, ac dignum qui super omnia diligaris. Ideo firmiter propono, adiuvante gratia Tua, de cetero me non peccaturum peccandique occasiones proximas fugiturum. Amen.
This is a perfect act of contrition. And God will repair the rift between you and He: all you need to do is ask Him.
However, for the sake of truly entering into communion with the Church again, it is necessary to confess your sins to a priest. This is God’s chosen way of inviting you back into His arms, so you may again taste life in Him.
Ego te absolvo a peccatis tuis in nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.
Some of the most beautiful words in existence!
God bless, you will be in my prayers.