Can i ever forgive myself?

[michalina]

Noone can put the milk spilt on the floor back in the bottle.

If you went to the sacrament of mercy, then trust in his mercy.
What is his mercy? That your sins are erradicated by him thru the priest.
Your sins are no more. He wiped up the milk for you and filled the bottle back up.
Just be very grateful, not sorry sorry sorry and more sorry.
Just say, thank you Lord for having mercy on me. Not in sorrow but in joy and gratefullness.
Otherwise, it sounds to him that you don’t believe your sins have been made to go away.
Sorry sorry sorry sounds like you don’t think that the sins are gone forever.
He wants you to TRUST him and be at peace. That’s what he wants not sorrow for sins that he has wiped out. He has cleaned you up because HE IS GOOD not that you deserved it.
Praise him and thank him but don’t be sorry. That is kinda like saying, I don’t believe it.
He wants to do that for you, for HE IS MERCY and have made him happier than others who do pentence and do not need it. He is happy that you returned…period. He is happy to give you mercy, so you should be happy.

Somewhere in the bible it says the just man falls 7 times a day.(I think the number is right).

Jesus told a parable about two men who owed a debt. Both men were forgiven their debt, but one owed must more than the other. Jesus asked the question, who did the owner love more, the one who owed less, or the one who owed more? And the answer was, the one who owed more.
Jesus himself said that. Look how much he loves you. He said so.

I want you to never say that word sorry again about your past because it is non existent.
Just tell him what you are going to do in the future, and be grateful to him for being so merciful.

Blood and water, gushing from the heart of Jesus as a fountain of mercy for us, we trust in you.

His mercy and our trust are good things.

I do suffer from horrendous guilt after my son committed suicide. I was not a good mother to my son, there was no teaching of God existence,I lived in a sin and just to produce more money which I had not share with my son, I was selfish , he lived in poverty with his father.I was a bad mother.It is 2 years since my son ended his life and I live in state of panic attacks and major depression. It is so hard yo believe in God Mercy as my miserable life led to my son suicide.I am praying for God mercy , , your (name removed by moderator)ut gave me some hope for a Gods forgiveness God Bless You!,

 

[Robert_Sock]

When God brings my past sins to mind, I feel guilt and humility, which is good lest I be tempted to judge others.

LOVE!

 

[ready]

Love your humiliation and love humility, and do penance for your past sins. Keep God in your thoughts and forget about how you may be being perceived by others and how you are perceived by yourself. Please forget about such thoughts because they are doing you harm. Cast your cares upon the Lord, and He will take care of you. Don’t be overly anxious, for excessive anxiety will make you the devil’s toy. Pray ceaselessly and zealously. God bless you.

 

[michalina]

God Bless You for giving me a hope to obtain God forgiveness You helped me to carry my cross of my lifelong sins.Amen.

 

[ready]

God Bless You for giving me a hope to obtain God forgiveness You helped me to carry my cross of my lifelong sins.Amen.

I pray that you and the Original Poster never forget that our Lord is a forgiving and loving God. When we sin we seek God’s pardon and repair for the wrong we have done by doing penance. Our penance and prayers are so pleasing to Him when we are humble and contrite. Let every one of us leave the past to God’s mercy and the future to His Providence, and live the present in His love, like Padre Pio said we should do. God bless you.