Because I want to go HOME to my own Latin Rite. As I stated, I did so for the wrong reasons, getting caught up in it for a while. I have applied to return, but I was declined because both sides wanted me to return to novus ordo. No way.
Thank you for your replies. You are all most kind.
Signing off now without return, as this was my only question.
May God be merciful - I cannot walk both ways - no one should, so I go with The True Church in my birth Rite; paper or no paper.
God Bless you all and goodbye.
Ad Jesum per Marjam,
Marsha33