
A little prayer here and there really makes a difference. I’ll keep checking that scrupulous page.
I have had the same problem in general for quite some time. There have been times when “Understanding Scrupulosity” by Father Santa has been a lifeline.
I also, however, try to go to confession regularly and confess these things. The reason is two-fold: first, because in my particular case I used to live a fairly wicked life, and let’s face it, when you roll in the mud you get dirty. Some effects of sin in our hearts take longer than others to resolve, and few of us are walking saints. I want to make absolutely sure that these things do not come from my own heart. If so, the Holy Spirit in His mercy not only forgive us but gives the grace to overcome them.
Second, it gives me an opportunity to receive guidance from the priest, who has been given his ministry by God. I have been fortunate and have been blessed with two wonderful priests who have the patience (and sometimes it’s needed) and compassion to help me.
Over time, the struggle has become less severe, but I still have bad days.
Thank you to all those who have posted here…you all contribute something unique and each is performing an act of spiritual mercy. God bless all you guys (and gals)!