Can you get cursed under God's protection?

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Hello everyone, i’m feeling extremelly bad right now. It all started like 1 month ago, i was feeling completelly cut from God from the first time of my life. I used to feel so close from God, i pray from him daily etc, but now it feels like im lost into darkness. And the more time passes, the more i think there’s something wrong. It’s like i’m going crazy, i have difficulties to speak, difficulties to read, difficulties to write, i feel like i’m held prisoner in an other world, that everything is unreal…I no longer feel God’s presense and my life is getting plaged by misfortune. I got very sick, possibily to the point of fainting for no reason. I’m scared, even terrorized of things, but i dont know of what. I have the feeling demons are after me, i have nightmares at night. My heart races, i spend my days in bed crying, or with no more emotions. At last i feel like a force telling me to kill myself. But i dont want to die, i’m struggling, i want God back.

I know that all my life, even during my childhood, my “family” cursed me over and over, like practising voodoo to destroye me. It was before i found God. Ever since i met God, my life turned into total heaven, and i’m afraid this people found out that i met God and cursed me again. I’ve had dreams of these people…

So i wonder, I know well that the devil exists, but can a curse really damage me under God’s protection? I dont wear a cross as a necklace but i pray daily and have christian items all around my house. I’m completelly lost and desperate, the deterioration of my health is getting worse and worse, morally and physically. I know these people would do anything to kill me. Maybe they cant really kill me because i love God with all my heart but howcan i prevent them from damaging me?

I keep on saying “God i beg of you, save me, dont let me die”

I beg you to advice me, these people already tried to murder me throught magic.
 
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Hello everyone, i’m feeling extremelly bad right now. It all started like 1 month ago, i was feeling completelly cut from God from the first time of my life. I used to feel so close from God, i pray from him daily etc, but now it feels like im lost into darkness. And the more time passes, the more i think there’s something wrong. It’s like i’m going crazy, i have difficulties to speak, difficulties to read, difficulties to write, i feel like i’m held prisoner in an other world, that everything is unreal…I no longer feel God’s presense and my life is getting plaged by misfortune. I got very sick, possibily to the point of fainting for no reason. I’m scared, even terrorized of things, but i dont know of what. I have the feeling demons are after me, i have nightmares at night. My heart races, i spend my days in bed crying, or with no more emotions. At last i feel like a force telling me to kill myself. But i dont want to die, i’m struggling, i want God back.

I know that all my life, even during my childhood, my “family” cursed me over and over, like practising voodoo to destroye me. It was before i found God. Ever since i met God, my life turned into total heaven, and i’m afraid this people found out that i met God and cursed me again. I’ve had dreams of these people…

So i wonder, I know well that the devil exists, but can a curse really damage me under God’s protection? I dont wear a cross as a necklace but i pray daily and have christian items all around my house. I’m completelly lost and desperate, the deterioration of my health is getting worse and worse, morally and physically. I know these people would do anything to kill me. Maybe they cant really kill me because i love God with all my heart but howcan i prevent them from damaging me?

I keep on saying “God i beg of you, save me, dont let me die”

I beg you to advice me, these people already tried to murder me throught magic.
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My dear friend

The number one thing is to be in grace. It’s also vital to confess any and every sin if any were done of a satanic nature as you mention. I would talk to my priest quickly and ask for an exorcism. He may buck but every diocese usually has an exorcist. Exorcism is not only for posession but covers your problem. See yor doctor and tell him everyhing too. Sacramentals like a St Benedict cross and medal, miraculous medal, brown scapular and holy relics are great to wear too.

It’s very likely you may be allowing the demonic influece to effect you too much too. Try not to think about this stuff as you fix it. Focus on God.

Use plenty of holy water on yourself and wher you live, work etc too.

I’ll pray for you and the last advice is great too.

God bless you:thumbsup:🙂

John
 
Hello, I am wondering if this girl Alix has found any relief? I, too, have similar troubles. I was raised as a Luciferian and spent every summer in the bayou and have seen many things I cannot forget seeing. I was given to a demon as a baby. He gave me many powers because I knew his name and I was used until I became a woman (bleeding). Then I was trained for 21 years. I broke free but it has been hard and I have been alone with no family or anyone who used to know me. I became Catholic and was bapized and exorcised and confirmed and I made a consecration to Jesus. I found a catholic husband who protects me now but sometimes it is too dark for him. I feel like I have no where to go. I cannot go back and I do not want to. But I do not feel I can ever get away from my past. I remember and dream. I try the rosary and Holy Water and crucifixes, but I cannot look into mirrors or sleep with the curtain open on nights of the moon. I pray pray pray. No comfort comes to me. I feel I am no where, not heaven or hell just shadowed. How can I forget the things? I am damaged. I want to thank a good God not remember the bad stuff. I was told I come from the family of Cain and fallen angels. Could it be that this is true and God does not want me? No one in my life knows but my husband and my priest. I go to Reconciliation and confess but he says it is not mortal sin and I am being followed by my past, yet he cannot tell me how to make it stop. I have seen doctors and talked to therapists and I do not have depression or take pills. They all say it is my past. But my past is always right there under the surface of my present.
I hope Alix can break this chain that I cannot and tell me how to.
Mala
 
MalaLucania,

I am so sorry to hear about the pain and trauma you’ve endured, and are still carrying. Know that you’re in my prayers.

Your conversion, baptism and exorcism likely canceled the demonic tie and any rights a demon may have had to you due to that satanic dedication done to you as a child.

It is highly likely that what you’re suffering now is psychological, and not a curse or any sort of demonic oppression. Anyone who endured what you experienced as a child would be traumatized. If you haven’t done so already, please seek help from a psychiatrist or other mental health professional who is experienced in treating PTSD.
 
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Since God gave you faith in Him, He does want you. He is with you, don’t give up! He is stronger than all the powers of hell.
 
When I was young, my mom & I would mess around w/the Ouija Board, and yes I do believe that does open a door. God never gave up on me though, some how at 12 years old I was baptized, and my God parents (bless their souls), saw to it that I went to a Catholic School, got 1st Holy Communion & Confirmed. Don’t know how my life would of turned out if it was not for them… Which from that I have learned, God always put ppl in our path to direct us…

But I am 43 years old, and till this day, there are times that the only thing that makes sense is spiritual warfare, bcz it comes out of know where. I did however, go and get check out medically & Psychologically, and all is good.

Although I have been to confession many times, I don’t think that I EVER confessed that. It honestly came to me recently, that I really need to confess that. Even though I was a child, I was still old enough to know better, actually plenty old enough to know better… But my point is this, although I may have thought I shut that door, I now believe that I must go to confession, to truly shut that door.

The devil is real, and if you stop and think about it, 1/3 of the angels fell from heaven, which means they now work for satan. I think many Christians sometimes don’t believe in the devil, but he is real. But the good news, is that God already won that battle, and as Jesus said on the Cross IT IS FINISHED! Through Jesus, the devil has no control over us, unless we give it to him. How many times did Jesus tell us not to fear, for He knew that we would be tested w/fear.

So this Saturday, I am going to confession, and I am going to confess something that I really never thought about confessing, and that is my past as a child opening the door to the otherside. It’s not that I never wanted to confess it, just never came to me to do so. But for whatever reason, perhaps a nudging from our Lord to do so, I am. And I would strongly recommend anyone who has ever opened that door, to do so to.

Stay in the Word God, and Pray that Rosary!!! Carry your Rosary… Read Revelation, the Woman (Mary) put satan under Her feat!!!

And I will pray for you too…
 
Dear Alix…know that I will keep you in my prayers. I am very sorry to hear what you are going through. I am not a doctor so please don’t feel offended by what I am about to say. Please make sure to see both a priest and a psychologist to rule out whether your problem is indeed spiritual or psychological.

If it is a spiritual problem then as others have suggested…go to confession so you can be in a state of grace. Ask your priest to give you blessed salt and holy water as well as Saint Benedict medals that have been properly blessed. And stay under his spiritual direction to help you through this tough time.

If it ends up being psychological then at least you will have found out in time and can start treatment. I know from personal experience in having relatives that suffer from schizophrenia what the symptoms are and in one case, my cousin thought he was being tormented by demons, was suffering from a paranoia and fear of others and his surroundings.

He was blessed to have spiritual direction with a holy priest that has helped him to feel that he is not damaged goods despite his illness and that God stills wants for him to strive to achieve personal holiness.

To answer your initial question, yes someone under God’s protection can become cursed if God wills it. If you read the book of Job you will see how God allowed Satan to torment the holy Job. Please try and get some help with a priest and a psychiatrist. That way you can soon be able to get to the root of what is happening with you.

God bless you
 
Anyone who experiences anything demonic will sound crazy to people who have never experienced anything like it. The difficult thing is that often the problem is psychological but devils are real and they can do horrible things.

I once had an experience. it happened in a dream but it was real. I was given over to a demon and he was tormenting me. I have had nightmares before but this was something completely different. I did not know what to do. I just went on instinct and I prayed to Holy Mary and she came to my rescue, almost instantly.

I have not had anything like that happen again. I don’t know if it is because I have spiritual protection or maybe devils don’t bother with me because all my sins already cause enough damage?

Pray to Holy Mary. Say the Hail Mary or anything that comes to your mind.
 
It cannot be true that God doesn’t want you.Pray the Rosary daily and I would also pray the prayers of “St Michael” in particular and St Benedict. And if you are doing this as you are saying, then you have nothing to fear. As a matter of fact your fear is encouraging that negative behavior and it feeds off of it. If you are not praying as I suggested you should start immediatly. And every time this presence is felt by you say the the Prays mentioned. Have others pray with you and by doing so they are interceeding on your behalf and the prayer becomes more powerfull

Also as mentioned above, seeing a qualifed professional in the medical and mental heath field is also needed to eliminate “other potential problems”.

This Evil you speak of, it knows who you are and will not forget you. You need to place two feet firmly in this Faith “now” and hold firm to its truths. Have faith in what you are doing and believe. Be strong and as you Pray tell the demons to go back to where they came from!

I’ll pray for you also and I hope other who read here will also. But you must control your fears I cannot place enough emphasis on this.

Do you know this prayer…

Saint Michael the Arcangel defend us in battle
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May GOD rebuke him, we humbly pray.
And do thou. O Prince of Heavenly Host by the devine power of GOD.
Cast into Hell, Satan and ALL Evil spirits, who roam thoughout the World,
seeking the ruins of SOULS.

AMEN

GOD BLESS, GT

Oh Jesus forgive us.
Save us from the fires of Hell.
Lead all souls to Heaven.
Especially those most in need of your Mercy.

Amen.
 
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