Can you help me with this dream?

[Jay191]

Hello I had this dream that I went to heaven and I never saw god or Jesus but I didnt want to be there so in order to come back to earth I had to have a task such as a gaurdian and so I came to earth and my mission was to help my cousin in life because his father just died and he is not so good.
I keep panicking that I am only here to help him and I dont wanna just do that I want to live and I cry and I freak out and I feel like if I dont help him I am not going to live much longer and when I do help him and he is fine my job will be over and I die.
I am so scared and I am having such anxiety I am so young and it dont make sense.

 

[Fr.Vincent_Serpa]

Hi,

Wake up. It was a dream! If you were really in heaven, you wouldn’t ever want to leave and God wouldn’t want you to. So give it up.

Fr. Vincent Serpa, O.P.