I grew up as a nominal Baptist in a Polish Catholic neighborhood in Detroit. I was always drawn to the church at the end of my street. I told my mother I wanted to be a nun when I was 7. At 17 I began attending Mass with a friend, as well as saying an entire rosary daily. I dont know what drew me to the rosary.
But I didnt join! I wasnt sure, it seemed so complicated, so many rules etc. I still felt drawn. I started RCIA in 3 locations (we are military) but never stayed. I was running from Him.
Meanwhile, I had married & had two children. I had experienced a severe illness that left me in a lot of pain & using pain medications, the war started, husband gone, losing my mind. My life was falling apart.My marriage was falling apart.
After I went off the pain medication, I started seeing my life more clearly but was lost. There was a family from my husbands very small unit, that had a terrible car accident in which only the young daughter survived. I sat in the chapel memorial service & listened as person after person stood up and spoke about how devoted this couple was, to their country, to each other, to their children, to their faith (Mormon) and community. I was crying continuously thinking āI want that, I want that, I want that.ā
I had been reading & trying to figure out what I believed. I knew I believed in Jesus.I knew I wanted to go to His church. I read one day that the Catholic Church was there since the beginning & that all the other denominations (except Orthodox) did not exist until the 1600s!! That they were protesting against the Catholic Church was why they were called Protestant. Can you believe I had never heard that & it had never occurred to me!!
In the end it was History & Authority as well as Jesusā home.
1yr, almost to the day, my husband, my 2 children & myself were all received into the Church in that same chapel where I had been slapped with the Holy Spirit & saw the light. Our marriage is stronger than ever, our children are confirmed Catholics now & we only miss Mass if we are very ill. I substituted as an RCIA teacher & CCD, my husband taught CCD & both kids are altar servers. I have also become a Lector & EMHC, husband joined K of C. I did not want to turn my life to Jesus & not go all the way. I didnt want to be a hypocrite. I chose St Mary Magdalene as my Saint because she was not only the Patron Saint of Converts & Penitent Sinners, her life wasnt going well until she started following Jesus, once she turned her life over to Him, she never left Him. She was there the whole way, up to & including the Resurrection, and her life was blessed because of it.
Its been amazing & I am so happy to be Catholic. I love to read & as I delve more deeply into Catholic life, the more I appreciate the beauty, depth, & breadth of the Catholic Faith, I will never run out of things to learn!
Lisa
Tiber Swim Team Class of 2006
