Didn’t think you were.
That leaves two options. The priest told you about a conversation between he and God.
Or you have acquired an ability most do not have, the ability to read minds.
Your statements set up the false premise that one must choose between Church and God.
That is not the case. Your insistance upon this however does belittle the church. No matter what kind of disclaimer you put in parentheses.
Perhaps you could address why you feel a difference is there.
There is a third option, one that is not understood or accepted often. For a long time I was used and this was totally understood in our catholic church in our provincial area. Have you heard of the five fold minitry?
Well one of them is as a Prophet. Like the ones of old. It isn’t nice it isn’t enjoyable and you don’t know where you are being sent to at times. And worstly you are God’s mouth piece so He destines what is to be said and where and at what time. At times you feel like you might get killed.
Without going into it that was my ministry and to have to tell priests different things such as "God told me to tell you that that colour you wish to put on that floor is not of His liking. God want’s red for His blood.
When it didn’t happen the rain ruined it and red carpet was put down.
That is no big deal it is God’s chosing and if I told you what would happen at mass at times, you as I have, would probably cry for the mercy and love shown by God. These ministris were over some 10 to 15years, and I received news letters from news papers thousands of miles away talking about this prophet. I don’t lavish over it the prophet God chose to use me as is the spirit of Ezekiel and he was hated, so you see I don’t talk about it, it wasn’t eazy or fun.
That is one of the ministries, to have priests ask you to take part of the mass is very disconcerting but to have the priest tell you not to worry still doesn’t clean the slate. to have peoples limbs formed in front of you, to stopp the wind rain , storms, have animals come up to you and you understand their plee for help, to be told to take food to a person on the side of the road many miles away, and to have the person take the food write the story of his life about how God sent this person who didn’t know him, all because the person was starving and had tried to take his life. He asked God if He was real could he have some food! And the list goes on and praise God not me or anything to do with me I was only the empty vestle.
How telling a friends girlfriend that if she needed someone to talk to then ring me??? Why would I say that. Later, she rang me and told me that she wanted what I have?? I told her I only had Jesus Christ. She said I want that then. When I got around to her place I was shocked to see 7 women who all wanted Jesus Christ and the baptism of the holy spirit. So you see I have NO control over this.
The list is endless, most I have forgotten.
I have never mentioned in forum this story.
God bless
littleone