Hi
I am having trouble with this too - in a way…I’ll put my understanding here, and am ready to be corrected
Jesus said - not all who say ‘Lord, Lord’ will be saved, but only those who do the will of my Father in heaven. Also, ‘The luke warm I will spew out of my mouth’. This means to me, that we can be church going, sacrament recieving Christians - and still be damned because we are not following the will of the Father. We can be following the leading of the spirit so far as ‘casting out demons’ and ‘healing the sick’ are concerned - but not be following the will of God in the
purpose of our life, as it relates to our vocation, or our conversion (Spiritual meaning, not ‘Church type’ meaning)
We are pre-destined to certain vocational callings, and ignoring this is ignoring the will of the father - although he will use us to His own ends - and I suppose hope that we change our minds and hearts to conform to His - but the choice there is ultimately our own - to our eternal reward…or punishment. We must be in full submission - or at least have the intent of being such - in order to recieve salvation.
What I get out of all of this - is that our reward is already assured, ‘Those He has known He has called, those He has called He has sanctified/Glorified’ (Paraphrased) all we need do is work it out with fear and trembling…because that is Gods will for us, and ignoring that = damnation. Everything is already accomplished - we need to just do our part in conversion, following the Spirit - and all will be well.
I’m NOT sure how that applies to Judas, Pharao, and others in history…maybe that is where the verse ‘some vessels are made for destruction’ comes in? Sacrifice one for the sake of many? Are they sacrificed? My feeble human mind freezes up with these questions…
But that is my understanding of things…am I close?
Peace
John