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I am a 22 year old college student at a very orthodox Catholic university. You would expect this university to be filed with ultra Catholics who only go to Latin mass and think taking the eucharist by the hands is gross. In reality, there are a large amount of holy people, far more then in regular universities for sure, but there is also the small percent of people whose parents sent them there as a form of rehab.
The woman who I am about to tell you about is one of those. She comes from a very large Catholic family and was well taught. Point to a picture of a saint and she will tell you their name, their feast day, etc. Even obscure saints that no-one knows about.
It is a very strange situation. She tells me her parents cried when they found out she smoked weed. They’re are convinced that she quit, and are completely unaware of her current lifestyle.
She abuses every single drug you can imagine, besides heroine and PCP. Oxycodin, cochaine, acid, marihuana, xanax, you name it, she’s done it. As she explained to me herself, she slept with so many men her early years at the university, it was easier for her to name the guys she refused to sleep with (football players, apparently).
She is, to put it quite bluntly, at the heart of darkness in this university. More specific information about her would be inappropriate to place in this forum. If she does not get help, I am confident she will be dead within ten years.
While at first i would simply marvel at the sheer and utter degeneracy i was witnessing, after becoming her coworker and then close friend, i could not help but send a few prayers her way and begin to bring her to the blessed sacrament with me. She is trying. Not very hard, but there is some consistent effort on her part to becoming a relatively stable person.
I am not a superstitious person. Up until now, i was hardly a religious person. Whether you believe me or not, that’s fine, but i need to say it. The devils involved. After praying for her and convincing her to go to the blessed sacrament, i was afflicted with such a state of grief and misery that i was confined to my bed and unable to move. It was like kicking a hornets nest. I have dealt with depression in the past, but this was more then depression. This was the very fiber of being getting ripped apart. Every bad memory and shameful moment came back to haunt me. Things from the third grade. I was being TOLD that i was a worthless human being. By “coincidence” there were sleeping pills that i had accidentally taken home from work with me near my bed (i work a maintenance job and put them in my bag and forgot to throw them out when i found then in a drawer). I would never kill myself in a million years, but after careful prayer and reflection i am confident that they were trying to get me to in order to keep me away from her.
To make a long story short, i think that this girl is one of the devils most favorate projects. Her lifestyle does not fit who she is. She is very kind to all, even those who get on her nerves. The biggest losers and rejects can talk to her if they want to feel accepted. If you saw a picture of her, you would think she is a little farm girl that makes apple pies and teaches Sunday school. And that’s what she should be. Instead she is a drug addict and a sexual deviant, who is dating a semi homeless drug addict that mistreats her because she thinks that no normal guy will ever like her (she is beautiful, but the drugs have made her very thin and she has a reputation among us “Normal” men). Meanwhile her parents are completely unaware of the path that she is headed down.
Imagine if this was your daughter. If despite doing everything right, “an enemy” came and seduced her into doing wrong, and then kept her in a drug induced haze so that she couldn’t find her way back. Imagine if you had no idea.
I owe her, since without her i wouldn’t have been able to begin dating this other girl ( another long story), so that, in addition to the utter outrage and disgrace that Satan has been able to twist as corrupt this girl unchecked for so many years, have convinced me to vow pray a rosary a day for her until she converts. I am prepared to do this until the day i die.
But i need help. I am a sinner, and she is so far gone. I tell you, if she is converted, many others will fallow her. It would completely turn the underbelly of this university upside down. It would come as a shock to every person that knows her, and she would become a testimony to the mercy of God and His power. It would be worth it to even form prayer groups for her.
I know we all have our problems, but if you have any spare time, or if your life is peaceful right now and you can expend your energy for a soul who needs it, please let me know and i will email you her name. Join the battle! Reinforcements are needed! Deus Vult!
The woman who I am about to tell you about is one of those. She comes from a very large Catholic family and was well taught. Point to a picture of a saint and she will tell you their name, their feast day, etc. Even obscure saints that no-one knows about.
It is a very strange situation. She tells me her parents cried when they found out she smoked weed. They’re are convinced that she quit, and are completely unaware of her current lifestyle.
She abuses every single drug you can imagine, besides heroine and PCP. Oxycodin, cochaine, acid, marihuana, xanax, you name it, she’s done it. As she explained to me herself, she slept with so many men her early years at the university, it was easier for her to name the guys she refused to sleep with (football players, apparently).
She is, to put it quite bluntly, at the heart of darkness in this university. More specific information about her would be inappropriate to place in this forum. If she does not get help, I am confident she will be dead within ten years.
While at first i would simply marvel at the sheer and utter degeneracy i was witnessing, after becoming her coworker and then close friend, i could not help but send a few prayers her way and begin to bring her to the blessed sacrament with me. She is trying. Not very hard, but there is some consistent effort on her part to becoming a relatively stable person.
I am not a superstitious person. Up until now, i was hardly a religious person. Whether you believe me or not, that’s fine, but i need to say it. The devils involved. After praying for her and convincing her to go to the blessed sacrament, i was afflicted with such a state of grief and misery that i was confined to my bed and unable to move. It was like kicking a hornets nest. I have dealt with depression in the past, but this was more then depression. This was the very fiber of being getting ripped apart. Every bad memory and shameful moment came back to haunt me. Things from the third grade. I was being TOLD that i was a worthless human being. By “coincidence” there were sleeping pills that i had accidentally taken home from work with me near my bed (i work a maintenance job and put them in my bag and forgot to throw them out when i found then in a drawer). I would never kill myself in a million years, but after careful prayer and reflection i am confident that they were trying to get me to in order to keep me away from her.
To make a long story short, i think that this girl is one of the devils most favorate projects. Her lifestyle does not fit who she is. She is very kind to all, even those who get on her nerves. The biggest losers and rejects can talk to her if they want to feel accepted. If you saw a picture of her, you would think she is a little farm girl that makes apple pies and teaches Sunday school. And that’s what she should be. Instead she is a drug addict and a sexual deviant, who is dating a semi homeless drug addict that mistreats her because she thinks that no normal guy will ever like her (she is beautiful, but the drugs have made her very thin and she has a reputation among us “Normal” men). Meanwhile her parents are completely unaware of the path that she is headed down.
Imagine if this was your daughter. If despite doing everything right, “an enemy” came and seduced her into doing wrong, and then kept her in a drug induced haze so that she couldn’t find her way back. Imagine if you had no idea.
I owe her, since without her i wouldn’t have been able to begin dating this other girl ( another long story), so that, in addition to the utter outrage and disgrace that Satan has been able to twist as corrupt this girl unchecked for so many years, have convinced me to vow pray a rosary a day for her until she converts. I am prepared to do this until the day i die.
But i need help. I am a sinner, and she is so far gone. I tell you, if she is converted, many others will fallow her. It would completely turn the underbelly of this university upside down. It would come as a shock to every person that knows her, and she would become a testimony to the mercy of God and His power. It would be worth it to even form prayer groups for her.
I know we all have our problems, but if you have any spare time, or if your life is peaceful right now and you can expend your energy for a soul who needs it, please let me know and i will email you her name. Join the battle! Reinforcements are needed! Deus Vult!
