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CrimsonThorn
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I know, I know. After reading a lot of these threads, I look back years ago and realize it was stupid. It was during a time in my life where my faith had diminished and I was living in mortal sins, but I was saddened at this even then and I was still looking and hoping for God in some way.
Well I wanted to turn back to God and I had asked and prayed for Him to show me any kind of sign so that I could put all my energy and efforts into full force toward loving and obeying God (I felt I could not do this with all my heart if I did not know "
“for sure”…and since of course never receiving anything, I thought maybe the opposite - a challenge to Satan to show himself and attack me (In a visible/physical way) - would just as easily convince me of the existence of a spiritual world.
Well that didn’t happen either and I forgot all about the challenge that I issued years ago. I just remembered it recently while reading through these threads, so I decided to go to Confession and confess it. Well, the priest let out a loud, long sigh as I said this. He just gave me penance and absolution as usual and didn’t instruct me to do anything.
I’ve seen all these comments in threads saying things like it would be difficult to rid yourself of these evil spirits etc. Is Reconciliation sufficient enough in a circumstance like this?
Well I wanted to turn back to God and I had asked and prayed for Him to show me any kind of sign so that I could put all my energy and efforts into full force toward loving and obeying God (I felt I could not do this with all my heart if I did not know "
“for sure”…and since of course never receiving anything, I thought maybe the opposite - a challenge to Satan to show himself and attack me (In a visible/physical way) - would just as easily convince me of the existence of a spiritual world.
Well that didn’t happen either and I forgot all about the challenge that I issued years ago. I just remembered it recently while reading through these threads, so I decided to go to Confession and confess it. Well, the priest let out a loud, long sigh as I said this. He just gave me penance and absolution as usual and didn’t instruct me to do anything.
I’ve seen all these comments in threads saying things like it would be difficult to rid yourself of these evil spirits etc. Is Reconciliation sufficient enough in a circumstance like this?