I hope someone can help me. I have a huge problem and I can’t find a solution…I attended a weekend meeting with some leaders of the Catholic Charismatic Renewal. I’ve heard and read about the movement and I’m utterly perplexed. All the charismatics witness to this experience called the Baptism in the Holy Spirit in which you receive the Holy Spirit with power, giving you the whole Christian life as a supernatural gift basically. I believe it is a genuine experience based on all the testimonies and changed lives and the fruits of the experience. Plus it’s just like the experience of the first Christians in the Acts and early Church fathers, the charisms, miracles and all that.
But here’s my problem:
We’re supposed to receive the Holy Spirit in Baptism and Confirmation, so why do we need this Baptism in the Holy Spirit, why doesn’t God let us have that grace through the sacraments? They have heard this question many times and the standard response is: The Baptism in the Holy Spirit is a release of the graces of baptism/confirmation that we already had from the sacraments but were not active due to our lack of faith/openness to the Holy Spirit, since we probably received these sacraments when we didn’t really understand that much. This sounds reasonable at first but it actually confuses me even more, because:
- Many people convert as adults so they have consciously choosed to follow Christ in the Church and yet when they are baptised/confirmed nothing special happens to them.
- Pentecostals have the same experience of the Baptism in the Holy Spirit (that’s where it started in the 20th century, it came to the Catholic Church from the Protestants) but they often have it even before water baptism and they don’t even have confirmation.
If the Holy Spirit really came in the sacraments, it should be an exception in adult conversions (that is, if someone with no real faith converted) if the person receiving them didn’t experience the baptism in the Holy Spirit, but it never seems to happen. On the other hand the Spirit seems to come to people frequently before and after the sacraments, indicating that the sacraments don’t really have anything to do with it.
Another problem: all the charismatics unanimously say that the Baptism in the Holy Spirit is meant for ALL, that the charismatic renewal is not a movement meant for some while other spiritualities are meant for others. They say that all people should experience it and continue in their spiritualities. This is a huge problem for me because it follows then that if God really wants to give the Baptism in the Holy Spirit to all, then the only reason for the fact that someone hasn’t experienced it is that they have not opened themselves to the grace of God (this is what the charismatics say). But of course there are many holy souls in the Church, priests, nuns, Opus Dei numeraries, monks, neocatecumenals and whatnot who constantly pray to the Holy Spirit and who let God use them, but still they don’t have the Baptism in the Holy Spirit. Thus we must conclude either that the charismatics are wrong in saying that God wants to Baptise all in the Holy Spirit (which the charismatics wouldn’t agree to admit, the Cardinal who has done most to promote the Renewal said it is a serious misunderstanding of the Renewal to think that it’s a movement/meant for only some and not all) which would divide the Church, and which now doesn’t seem possible because the Church endorsed and supports the Charismatic Renewal (even the Papal preacher Raniero Cantalamessa has been Baptised in the Holy Spirit and he says that he has had two lives: one before and one after this Baptism) OR we must admit that the charismatics are really the only Catholics who have truly opened themselves to the grace of the Holy Spirit, which cannot be true.
Another problem: it seems that we must either deny the experience of the Baptism in the Holy Spirit (which we cannot do since the Church supports this Renewal and because the experience is evidently genuine, scriptural and from God) or we must say that the sacraments have ceased to work or then we must assume that basically everyone who receives the sacraments receives them without faith. I think all of these are impossible to hold, which leaves the problem unsolved and my mind extremely boggled. I wish I could call the Pope and ask him.
I appreciate your comments!
Thanks!