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cheezey
Guest
I took a partial break from CAF for a few reasons, one being dealing with a really tough living circumstance which chonically leaves me beat still. Played games here to get mind off of it.
I am painfully anxious to be settled in life. To have a home, not just a place to stay. To work again and know I can actually do it.Confidently would be nice!
Stress leads so easily to wanting to be gone from this planet. More often than not.
I am being treated, but many are thinking, myself included, that a change in living quarters will do much for my psyche and I agree.
All stress, even good stress brings me down and giving up.
The good news is, I am moving.
Yea!
It is again transitional.
It is safer and not in the drug zone.
Clean facilities.
Still, shared facilities.
It’s still so far away from my friend in NJ.
No need to buy a bed.
Feeling like I will alone for the rest of my days. Who wants this type of baggage?
Still walkable to all necessary errands.
I am grateful, absolutely. Understandably dismayed that it is obviously another temporary place. I am so conflicted even though this is a no brainer.
I am so tired. And tired of moving.
Please pray that I may endure. That I can pack without freaking out because I always do. I can’t help but think of a comparison from when I was married: Had many good BIG reasons to divorce him. Ultimately it took something little to tip the scale.
I am afraid that, however necessary, this move may be what tips me over.
Moving is stressful under optimal circumstances. Imagine for one who panics and scares so easily.
My last nerve has been trampled and it is amazing what can overwhelm me.
Please pray that I may endure and begin to heal and feel like I have at least a little life to live before I jump the fence. Not much time left!
Thank you and may God Bless each and every one you!
Thank you oh so much.
I am painfully anxious to be settled in life. To have a home, not just a place to stay. To work again and know I can actually do it.Confidently would be nice!
Stress leads so easily to wanting to be gone from this planet. More often than not.
I am being treated, but many are thinking, myself included, that a change in living quarters will do much for my psyche and I agree.
All stress, even good stress brings me down and giving up.
The good news is, I am moving.
Yea!
It is again transitional.
It is safer and not in the drug zone.
Clean facilities.
Still, shared facilities.
It’s still so far away from my friend in NJ.
No need to buy a bed.
Feeling like I will alone for the rest of my days. Who wants this type of baggage?
Still walkable to all necessary errands.
I am grateful, absolutely. Understandably dismayed that it is obviously another temporary place. I am so conflicted even though this is a no brainer.
I am so tired. And tired of moving.
Please pray that I may endure. That I can pack without freaking out because I always do. I can’t help but think of a comparison from when I was married: Had many good BIG reasons to divorce him. Ultimately it took something little to tip the scale.
I am afraid that, however necessary, this move may be what tips me over.
Moving is stressful under optimal circumstances. Imagine for one who panics and scares so easily.
My last nerve has been trampled and it is amazing what can overwhelm me.
Please pray that I may endure and begin to heal and feel like I have at least a little life to live before I jump the fence. Not much time left!
Thank you and may God Bless each and every one you!
Thank you oh so much.
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