Chronic Derealization and Depersonalisation

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Hi everyone. I’m writing here as a follow up since my journey with the topic of “Chronic Derealization and Excessive Masturbation” last year and I want to say a big thank you for all the replies. On a good note last year around March some of my symptoms suddenly went away (such as my sense of taste) however since May 2015 it always feels as if i’m looking through a thick pane of glass and I feel like i’m In hell on earth all the time but still living. No matter what I do or don’t do this condition always stays the same. I know there is nothing wrong with my eyes and it is purely a spiritual condition driven by tons of anxiety. Will I ever be able to see clearly again? Will this pane of glass experience ever go away? I’m losing hope =( Any help is much appreciated.
 
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Go to your GP. Tell him your symptoms. This is a profound anxiety and you deserve to be rid of it. Everyone does. It’s horrible.

If that might be slow, go to your local free counsellor or free psychiatrist. What causes this feeling is a chemical imbalance in the brain. It’s not your fault, and you deserve to be free from it.
 
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This,you need help dear OP.Praying for your intentions,God bless.
 
I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist since May 2015 regularly and I can assure you this is not a chemical imbalance in my brain as if you read my topic from last year you would see that all these problems started with Masturbation. I have quit at times for about a few weeks but see no sign of progress as far as the pane of glass experience.
 
Definately. I wear contact lenses and glasses but that does nothing to fix my anxiety related problems such as feeling Derealised and looking through a pane of glass all the time.
 
Talk with your Doctor and tell him your problem. Medication might need adjusted.
 
That must be very scary! I am so sorry you are going through this!
 
Fair enough.

My advice would be to keep seeking a spiritual director. It’s okay to struggle with sin, everyone does, but each of us have a different response. Perhaps you are under some sort of demonic influence! I pray that you are not, because that would be the worst sort of suffering. What you need to do is keep in close conversation with a spiritual director. If these symptoms are medical, you ought you seek the best care.
 
It really is scary and I wish I could do something about it. I feel like God has given up on me.
 
Oh never think that!!! I was born with a chemical imbalance that causes deppression. I lived through absolute h***. And I could have died from suicide a number of times…and yet, I am still here. And I am doing amazing.
God had my Guardian Angel and everybody working overtime on me…He does with you too!!
 
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I haven’t seen a spiritual director yet perhaps I should. Would they be able to give me honest feedback too about what path I should take given the condition I have? I’ve thought about demonic possession before but for me this feels like God gave me many disguised blessings (graces). It is complicated and it doesn’t sound possible but in my past that’s what i’ve witnessed.
 
What kind of hell did you live through? On the inside or outside if you don’t mind me asking?
 
I’ve been on all kinds of meds and they either didn’t work or gave me more negative symptoms.
 
Both. Meds not working, weight gain, violent rages, hair falling out, I have practically no memory of my teenage years…
 
Ok but you never lived with a chronically altered perception because of it right? I go through that 24/7
 
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