Noma, I have read much of your posts… and because I beleive you to be quite educated in the Catholic Faith, I don’t see how you can be content in any other Church? The objections you raise here is nothing compared to those which you’ll find yourself combatting in a different church if you leave. It seems that your arguments with the Church were not always so.
The stuggles you have are personal within the acceptence of Catholic faith and you may never find peace unless you submit entirely to your faith within the faith, the Church.
Remember that it is not by understanding that we please God but by faith! Do not allow your intellect to take away from your faith. Do we not fall in the same sin of Adam to want to aquire complete knowledge of God. We can not understand all things nor are we required to do so, but to be submissive to Christ’s Church and the Authortity to which He left that began with the office of Peter (Papl Authority).
Christ set up a living, continuing authority to teach, govern, and sanctify in His name. If the office of Peter was not intended to be passed on then we could assume the office of bishops, priests and deacons (1 Tim 3:1, 8; 5:17) were not intended to be passed on as well, we know this not to be true, for it was by these members that Christ built his Church and it was by Christ promise that we know His Church shall last to the “end of time”.
You believe in the office of Peter as Chief Apostle and there is much scripture to support this, but you do not believe in the successors of Peter keeping that same authority… why would Jesus give this tremendous authority to Peter and not intend for it to be passed on? If at that time the early Christians needed an authoritative leader among the apostles, surely after the apostles died the Church would be in greater need of this authority, to protect the teachings of Christ from corruption.
I know that you know that the early church fathers believed in the succession of the primacy of Peter. There is over a dozen letters within the pre-nicene and nicene eras confirming there position. The Early Church Fathers are in opposition to your views. Stop searching out reasons that you know are unjustified to leave the Catholic Church.
I am not looking for where I want to go. I am looking for where Christ wants me to be. Thus far, I think He is leading me toward the Orthodox Church. But I will rely on Him and His guidance.
In reading your many posts and in reading a reply that was left to you by Ceil-1
To be honest, you are coming off rather silly. You are putting your soul in danger, which may already be in mortal sin. It sounds like a temptation of the enemy.
I was reminded of a few quotes:
“He who has the Holy Spirit loves the Church and in the degree to which he has the Holy Spirit is in the degree to which he loves the Church.”-St. Augustine
“Don’t think that you can have the Holy Spirit but don’t like the Catholic Church. That is a deceiving spirit… and any spirit that leads you out of the fullness of truth to a lesser truth (and all churches have some truth) is not the Holy Spirit. Don’t think you can seperate the head (Christ) form the body (His Church)… what you end up with, is spiritual death.” -Fr. John Corapi, The Truth is a Matter of Life or Death.
I share with you, that which I myself reflect on in regards to my own spiritual life. I claim not to be better then anybody else but that I have found peace in the One Holy Catholic Apostolic Church.