This is way off topic, but perhaps it will find some common ground
How can the demiurge though imaginary, hold real power.
I have heard of similar things, a curse holds power if someone believes in it, etc., but it seems you do not believe that the demiurge is real. How can something that does not exist, and is not even believed to exist hold any power?
A lone Raven
p.s.- it seems that both nihilism and pastafarianism do not describe what you believe, perhaps longinism would be a better term for it.
Sorry, I just like to know what someone believes so I can know how to approach, and what I could say that might cause problems so as to avoid it.