L
lynnehelen
Guest
I did get to the car dealership and my car is running at 100%. And I did get to those two people who are there to help. Both advised, under the many complicated circumstances here, that I do NOT immediately leave the area.
I would leave my son in jeapordy and he trusts me. It was a breach of us trust to tell him that I was going and it hurt him.
Also, here I am already hooked up with somebody from Project Rachel. I had to cancel it because of the hand injury (I couldn’t drive), but I have called to try to get that started up again, and I did mention to the person that I am interested in starting RCIA. As I said to her, I know it is not her call but maybe somehow the Lord will lead me through her or the layperson who will counsel me to loving and understanding Catholics here. At any rate, the confusion relating to this issue (my perseverant and self-destructive grief over the abortion(s)) certainly interferes with my mental balance and ability to handle situations, conduct myself, and think things through. My regular counselor, rightfully I realize, has ethically stayed away from the issue as a matter of ethics and it has been burning away inside all along as I talked to him about trying to live in the present, which has helped, but now it is time to face these hard and hurtful issues. The book, “Forbidden Grief,” by Theresa Burke, is a Godsend.
Bless you all for being there for me and praying for me at my most difficult hour.
Please pray for my husband, who was pressuring me to leave and is very disappointed that I have decided to stay.
I would leave my son in jeapordy and he trusts me. It was a breach of us trust to tell him that I was going and it hurt him.
Also, here I am already hooked up with somebody from Project Rachel. I had to cancel it because of the hand injury (I couldn’t drive), but I have called to try to get that started up again, and I did mention to the person that I am interested in starting RCIA. As I said to her, I know it is not her call but maybe somehow the Lord will lead me through her or the layperson who will counsel me to loving and understanding Catholics here. At any rate, the confusion relating to this issue (my perseverant and self-destructive grief over the abortion(s)) certainly interferes with my mental balance and ability to handle situations, conduct myself, and think things through. My regular counselor, rightfully I realize, has ethically stayed away from the issue as a matter of ethics and it has been burning away inside all along as I talked to him about trying to live in the present, which has helped, but now it is time to face these hard and hurtful issues. The book, “Forbidden Grief,” by Theresa Burke, is a Godsend.
Bless you all for being there for me and praying for me at my most difficult hour.
Please pray for my husband, who was pressuring me to leave and is very disappointed that I have decided to stay.
