It’s not that untrue. I’ve agreed with most of what you have to say, yes, married people should bring people closer to God, we all should, but someone at the head of a family can’t pray for four hours a day, and the fact of the matter is, prayer is more powerful than actions or words. Our cloistered religious orders are like the beating heart that’s pumping life into the Church hidden away from the inside, helping the body of Christ-the Church, go about it’s daily routine. (I’m sorry, I stink at metaphors).
Anyway, yes, mymamamary should be cautious about wanting to “get out” and saying it like that in a way that may cause offense, still it seriously reminds me of St. Anthony of Padua hahaha when he complained that he thought entering the monastery would keep the sins out but the temptations were still there, even through the thick walls… it’s a lesson he had to learn the hard way. I know it seems obvious that surrounding oneself by good religious people will make it easier for you to live a holy life but don’t let your guard down. Ever.
Also, mymamamary, I know what you mean about highschool teens, but ask God, discern what
He wants you to do, because maybe He wants to use your zeal to convert them, outright, ‘secularly’. But maybe He wants you to be His priest! Go find out! Start your training in prayer, build up those ‘muscles’ of training yourself to hear the Lord, and to be sensitive to Him responding to you- so that when He talks to you, you don’t miss it! No more with the “haven’t built up a strong prayer life” excuse, go already, if you’re gunna be a priest, you better get used to it
I’m excited for you (and myself since I’m discerning too). We’re both around 18, what are you planning on doing for college??