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lynnehelen
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Please pray for me as I am very confused.
Satan is using my tobacco addiction to torment me. Post-divorce, I can no longer afford to smoke 3 packs a day. Good thing!
Tobacco in moderation is approved in the Catholic Catechism. However, if you already have Satan in you He will use it against you. I did, and he is. Satan gets into you through exposure and did, when I ran away from home at 16. Bad things followed, and I proceeded along the 35-year tumultuous course which brings me here to ask for prayer. I am seeing a nun for the abortions, unless she is too scared of me, I have only seen her once so far.
For a long time I listened to Catholic radio station (here none is available) and the songs play through my mind. Today I have been listening to the one, “How to Save a Life” by the Fray, and realized it is my life that needs to be saved. I thought I had to save my son’s.
I am living in a dangerous neighborhood on a city street and there is both heavy car and foot traffic by my living room windows and much of it is frightening. Day and night. I have nightmares. I have been sleeping during the day and up at night, which is even worse.
I do not have enough money to live as I have been accustomed.
The song says “Break with the ones you follow,” and obviously that would be the Satanist at the state hospital 25 years ago, but there the trail gets lost, because everybody in my family life got affected. I am here to be near my son but also because my father begged and insisted. They do not understand.
My sister, with whom I have animosity, will be here from the mid-West with her husband for Christmas. I am planning to spend it alone. Don’t know what else to do.
Please pray for me, especially about the smoking as I am in torment.
Satan is using my tobacco addiction to torment me. Post-divorce, I can no longer afford to smoke 3 packs a day. Good thing!
Tobacco in moderation is approved in the Catholic Catechism. However, if you already have Satan in you He will use it against you. I did, and he is. Satan gets into you through exposure and did, when I ran away from home at 16. Bad things followed, and I proceeded along the 35-year tumultuous course which brings me here to ask for prayer. I am seeing a nun for the abortions, unless she is too scared of me, I have only seen her once so far.
For a long time I listened to Catholic radio station (here none is available) and the songs play through my mind. Today I have been listening to the one, “How to Save a Life” by the Fray, and realized it is my life that needs to be saved. I thought I had to save my son’s.
I am living in a dangerous neighborhood on a city street and there is both heavy car and foot traffic by my living room windows and much of it is frightening. Day and night. I have nightmares. I have been sleeping during the day and up at night, which is even worse.
I do not have enough money to live as I have been accustomed.
The song says “Break with the ones you follow,” and obviously that would be the Satanist at the state hospital 25 years ago, but there the trail gets lost, because everybody in my family life got affected. I am here to be near my son but also because my father begged and insisted. They do not understand.
My sister, with whom I have animosity, will be here from the mid-West with her husband for Christmas. I am planning to spend it alone. Don’t know what else to do.
Please pray for me, especially about the smoking as I am in torment.
