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Don_Ruggero
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As a priest, I promise to remember you in my prayers.For some background, tomorrow is my 5 year anniversary of entering into the Church and I have been having some kind of struggle lately with the Roman Rite, specifically devotions and the treatment of some aspects of our faith. Many who convert struggle with Mary and Marian doctrine, I can say that this was never a problem for me and in fact I would credit Mary with having the greatest impact on the ease of my conversion and enhancement of my faith. I have always been known as a major devotee to Mary.
Since December I have developed a great affinity for the Byzantine Catholic Church and strongly feel that I may end up transferring rites in the near future. Probably the #1 reason that I desire to transfer is because I have had a strong desire to deepen and grow in faith but it seems I am dead-ending in every way I have sought to do that in the Latin Church.
For 5 years I have been going to Daily Mass 6 days a week, have only missed Sunday Mass one time, pray the Rosary almost every day, go to confession at least once a month, regularly attend adoration, spiritual direction, etc. I don’t want to go on and on giving everyone my resume as a Catholic but every time I have asked anyone for advice on advancing in my faith life they just tell me to do what I have already been doing. Most recently I have just felt like my faith life primarily boils down to Mass attendance and a series of devotions. In case you are wondering, yes I have sought to discern a vocation to the priesthood and religious life (multiple dioceses and orders) and nothing has developed.
I am doing everything as prescribed and now feel more disconnected with the Roman Rite faith than ever. I’ll even go so far to say I am feeling Pharisaic as a Latin Catholic. Why I have become interested in the Byzantine Catholic Church is because I have had nothing but wonderful experiences, particularly as it relates to faith enhancement. The specific parish I attend is primarily comprised of former Roman Rite Catholics who have transferred to the Byzantine Catholic Church in large part for feeling like I am now. They have been very warm and welcoming and take a genuine interest in each other. It really starting to feel like home to me much like my original parish was only it is getting me far more engaged in my faith than I have ever been.
Has anyone else had such an experience?
I would encourage you to explore this perhaps with your own Roman Rite pastor and then with the priest in the Eastern parish as he can help you to understand the implications of such a big step – especially in what concerns the adoption of the Eastern disciplines and the observance of the Eastern Code as opposed to the Western Code.
In any event, I agree that you might benefit from spiritual direction as you seek to deepen your spiritual life.