You are right. Many people are on the path of perdition. But we never know. If a person, at the moment of their death, say, I’m sorry Lord, forgive me, and have mercy on me Jesus. He will be saved. No matter how big his sins are.
Better if he can receive the last sacraments.
But we must not postpone the business of our salvation until the last moment. Because our hearts can get harder and harder. And there is a possibility that if we postpone our conversion, it comes to a point where our hearts becomes as hard as stone it cannot come back. It is a sin against the holy spirit which Jesus tells us in the scriptures. The sin that cannot be forgiven (the sin against the holy spirit). It means rejecting the mercy of God even until the end.
While God’s mercy is infinite and unfathomable. Even if we have the sins of the whole world combined, and all the damned combined, if we say, Jesus have mercy on me a sinner, with repentant soul, Jesus will forgive us. His mercy is infinite.
But we must not misuse his mercy
I would suggest you to read the Diary of St. Faustina Kowalska - Divine Mercy in my Soul, in addition to your current spiritual reading.
saintsworks.net/books/St.%20Faustina%20Kowalska%20-%20Diary.pdf
Pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet
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I actually have the same meditation as you have, but I try to pray for the conversion of sinners. Because as catholics, Jesus have entrusted to us immense number of souls, as he revealed to St. Faustina.
The salvation and perfection of other souls depends on our salvation and perfection.
If we pray for the conversion of sinners, we only not save their soul, but save our own soul as well. St. Dominic Savio said that if only we can save just one soul, our own soul will be saved as well.
Our soul is very precious in God’s sight. He loves us infinitely. You must remember that Jesus is love, and he loves you.
Go to confession frequently (weekly, every fortnight, monthly), have a regular confessor, that way you secure your eternal salvation. I go to confession weekly.
St Gemma Galgani went to confession three times a week. Most saints went weekly, some went twice a week, St. Birgitta went to confession daily.
Partly, the souls are not being saved because the shepherds (the priests) are negligent. Oooo they would have to pay for that if they do not convert. And their responsibility before God is immense!
Most of them do not know this…
and that’s terrifying. That is why we have to promote saints books. Give them for free to our loved ones, so that people may know that heaven is real and they can work for their salvation.
May the merciful Jesus bless you
If you don’t know how bad hell is, there is this good meditation on heaven, hell, penance, mortifications, three Children of Fatima and Our Lady of Fatima
audiosancto.org/auweb/20110515-Penance-Is-Not-About-Suffering-But-About-Saving.mp3
Try it