- Why is religion so regional? If I were Japanese and wanted to find a path back to my faith, would I be on a Catholic forum or would I be somewhere else? It seems that because I grew up where I did, Catholicism was it. But for people around the world, other religions fill this void, and they are just as adamant that their religion is the true religion.
Catholicism is world-wide, in every country. I think it is more present in some places than in others (and once was not present in some places) because God wants us humans to participate in His works of salvation, and letting us spread the faith ourselves is one way He does that. As for why other religions exist, I think we all have a desire to seek God, even before we know Him. If we don’t know Him, we guess. These are my ideas, not the ideas of the Catholic church.
- Why do you believe in the Catholic God? Was it because you grew up having that faith drilled into you? Did you come to it some other way? As an adult, perhaps? And why? I know people who claim to have seen miracles (i.e. the miracle of the sun). Why should these miracles be attributed to Catholicism rather than some other religion? Could this be a misinterpretation? And for those of you who believe you feel the presence of God when you pray or at church, is it possible that you’ve simply convinced yourself this is what you feel? I remember having such a feeling when I was younger, but later came to believe I was deluding myself. If I were to believe again, I fear I wwould always have that nagging sense that I’m once again deluding myself.
I was raised Catholic. I did not believe everything I was told however; for example, I was told that all non-Catholics go to Hell. That just didn’t sound right - my conscience rebelled that God would condemn those who, through no failure of their own, had not heard so much as the name of Christ.
So I started thinking, in my later teen years. And I realized that, if Catholicism was true and I had any faith at all, I wouldn’t be afraid to question. I would pray to God honestly and exposed my doubt, challenged Him to hold on to me (and meant it), and then sought the answers. I honestly expected to deconvert, but figured it was worth the risk.
To my surprise, the Catholic church nearly always agreed with my conscience, and added to my own arguments. For example, I learned that the Catholic Church actually believes (although not as a matter of dogma) that God probably has a means of salvation for those who are not baptised but would have been, if they had only known of baptism. And there is a concept of “invincible ignorance”, which is ignorance that seperates us from full communion with God’s church through no fault of our own. BTW, I strongly recommend that you check out the Catechism of the Catholic church. It is amazing. Read the section on conscience; part of what you are doing, while seeking, is forming your conscience.
In the cases where the church didn’t align with my conscience, I could see the church’s point of view. After making some mistakes by doing things “my way”, I decided to follow the church on those things, too. Just to see how that worked out for a bit. And to my surprise, I eventually was converted on those points, too. Eventually, I decided that the church seemed so right on morality and ethics that I found the more outrageous claims - like that Christ was God come down to earth to die for our sins - to be easy to have faith in, and I mean real faith, not just the nominal “Sure, I’ll go ahead and believe that” type of faith.
My faith is now stronger than that of the family who raised me. . . and they disapprove.

Go figure!
As for miracles, we are generally not required to accept the ones after the writing of the Bible - those are private revelation, and we can be skeptical without being “bad Catholics”. I generally don’t think on any of those except those I have experienced personally, and even those are not key to my faith (the Catholic church does not encourage us to rest our faith on miracles, though we may believe in them and they give some guidance on which miracles seem to be truly from God).
As to how I know these miracles are from the Christian God - well, it seems most likely, as they were associated with a strong urge to pray to the Christian God - the “get down on your knees and ask Me for this” type of sensation that was followed by receiving that which I was called to pray for, or the sudden answer when I was deep in prayer, or the gradually growing certainty as I continued to pray if my path was what God Wills, or the flood of grace that erased doubt as I started down a path after a long period of discernment.
Of course, there is the possibility that something is masquerading as the Christian God. There was a point in my discernment where I was praying something like, “OK, here’s the deal: I only worship You if You are good - as I understand good, not some weird twisting that is really evil - and truly love me, and created the universe, and all that. Otherwise, this worship isn’t intended for you. Same thing goes for all my worship for the rest of my life.” I don’t remember exactly what I said, but I wanted to cover my bases
- I’m a writer. My art is extremely important to me, and I believe that art must be honest. It cannot be censored. Is there a way for me to continue writing about the real world after adopting Catholic principles? I find that much of the truly great art being produced today is shunned by Catholics because it offends their moral sensibilities…
I’m not quite sure what you mean, but I’m guessing you mean violence or sexual content.
My guess is that as you form your conscience and grow in faith, you will come to understand reality differently, and it will become a moot point as you realize that you are called to depict an honest reality that also highlights Catholic principles. But it may take you a while to discern exactly how to do that. Maybe try praying before or after you write?
I apologize if it’s abrasive.
I am actually very surprised by how graciously you asked these questions. It takes a lot of courage to go into a group of people of strong faith and say, “Uh, I’m really questioning all of this.” But it’s a good step to take, IMO and IME.
I pray God leads you to a rich and confident faith! Oh - and this conversion process? It never ends. But it does change into less of a challenging or a questioning of God / faith / the church into something more like working with God and Christ. I was lucky and had a fairly direct route into a strong faith (although it took years . . . and I’m sure in another five years, I’ll look back and laugh that I called
this faith strong!) - may you receive the same. Or better
