When I first started out as a christian,I knew absolutely nothing about christianity, I had a hatred of all things christian. I was baptized in a non-trinity, Jesus only pentecostal
church. Since I did’t know anything about christianity, I started to read about the history,
theology of christainty, and reading about the bible. I also read the bible every night. I was a bible literalist, which at that time, I thought all protestants were. As an interesting side note,
I took the stance that the wine and the bread were literally were the Body and Blood of Jesus.
I went to this church for about 7 or 8 months before I left, because the Pastor preached that
anyone who believed in the Trinity would go to Hell. And I found this to be unbiblical, also the fact that my uncle,grandmother, and sister who were God fearing christians, would be sent to Hell, was too much for me to bare. This started me to question protestantism, mainly there
were so many denominations and interpretations of the bible, what should I follow?
So I prayed to God to send me to his one true church.(For those who are interested, I DID NOT think this was the catholic church, as I had all the misconceptions and prejudices of
a non catholic.)

I then lost my job and forced me to move back to the state and city I came from. I went back to drinking and smoking pot, but knew in my heart I wanted to be
with Jesus. so I went back to the Jesus only pentecostal church. but after a short time I
knew I could never subscribe to it’s theology. So I tried to go to a trinitarian pentecostal
church. But I was still drinking and smoking weed. Feeling like a unrepentant hypocrite,
also, I still had questions about who had the truth. I quit that church. Needless to say,
I knew I had to reform and I wanted to get back to the way it was when I first became a
christian. Then I did what for me at that time was unthinkable, I prayed to God that I would
join the catholic church and if it did’t work out I would give up forever.

You see I thought
the catholic church was the most lax of all the christian religions. Well as any good catholic would tell you, catholicism is’nt easy or lax. I really got imformed in RICA.
I wish I could say that this was the end, but shortly after being confirmed I went homeless
and I gave up all together. A year later my sister died. 2 years later I realized that life
without Christ is not worth living, and the ONLY church for me was the catholic church.
I been going since 2009, and have been clean and sober since 2006. God has’nt abanded
me and has bee working on me the whole time. Thank God for the catholic church!
