I was raised Catholic but I rejected the Church, organized religion and especially Christianity early on. I spent a lot of years researching and practicing Eastern religious traditions, as well as New Age stuff like shamanism (not new) and the like. I eventually became drawn to Judaism, specifically the Hasidic flavor, and studied Judaism almost exclusively for close to two years. In the midst of that I got married and my wife encouraged me to read the Gospels. It took some time but I decided if I was really looking for TRUTH I could leave no stone unturned. So I did my best to lay aside my own biases and read the Gospels objectively. I also read Mere Christianity and Case for Christ at the same time and became convinced of the truth of Christianity, but Catholicism was as far off the radar as could be. I eventually committed my life to Christ and attended Baptist churches with my wife and kids for about 5 years. But early on I had issues with the theology. At the time I did not realize it but what I really had a problem with was the lack of authority, but I just knew deep down something wasn’t fitting together very well. I mostly chalked this up to being a neophyte and just did my best; I read the Bible daily, I studied it, did church services twice a week with group Bible studies, I got involved in the youth ministries. Eventually some things in my life changed and I began to fall away from my faith. Then my wife and I filed for a divorce and separated for a year. We did get back together and I knew if I was going to make my end of the marriage work I needed God. I needed Christ. But I’d become so disenchanted with Protestantism I almost thought I’d have to become some kind of rebel Christian without a church. I decided I needed to get to the bottom of the theological and historical issues I had, and I started at the Reformation (for me I never even considered there was stuff pre-Reformation, it was like a big blank/dark space). Eventually I found more and more references to the Early Church Fathers so I started digging into that material and discovered the Early Church looked surprisingly Catholic. My research started to change from “What does the Catholic Church get wrong” to asking “What does the CC get right?”. Once I started to be fair to the Church I read more, I bought a Catechism and was blown away by it. All the pieces began to fit together and I knew I had to make a decision. I went through RCIA so I could be confirmed two years ago. In a lot of ways I consider myself a convert because I never really bought into Catholicism in my youth and as a Baptist I had completely written it off as a heretical monolith that twisted the Gospel and led people astray. But, by the grace of God, I’m home now.