I hope you don’t mind me asking but what do you mean by “And suddenly, I was shown the hearts and minds of everyone in the church. I was appalled that their thoughts were on everything except Jesus.”
It sounds intriguing!
beverly, it
stunned me because I’d never had anything like that happen before. There is no doubt in my mind that the Holy Spirit allowed me to have that experience.
Since one parent was Catholic and the other Protestant, I got used to going to both churches. That particular church is a short walk up the street from our parish. So all I had to do was remove my veil and I was ready for my hour in Protestant church.
That particular service up to that moment had been like all the previous ones I’d attended. I felt very comfortable with the congregation. Knew them all by name. My cousins went there. So we always sat together.
The pastor had said, “Let’s bow our heads as we pray to God,” the usual thing he said. He gave one of his usual prayers. But in that moment, I heard his words but I was
seeing the hearts and minds and the thoughts of everyone else there. I remember I jerked my head a bit and gasped when it started. The thoughts ranged from what they were doing after the service, to someone’s dinner, to ballgames to someone eagerly anticipating getting in the sack with a female member of the congregation. (That’s the one that shocked me the most because I was very sheltered growing up.)
I realized that the Holy Spirit was allowing me to see all of this since I was always praying to Him for guidance. But I was so appalled that these people who were so reverent on the outside were having such thoughts. These were people I’d known for years and all of a sudden, the desires of their hearts were showing me that I didn’t know them at all.
I told Mama about it later. And she thought it was precognition. But when I looked that word up and the word premonition, it wasn’t either one. One thing we agreed on was that I wasn’t going back there. I can’t attend services anywhere that doesn’t have God. And I truly felt Satan had taken hold of that church and that the Holy Spirit was letting me know that I needed to leave.
That’s one reason I always say when asked about the Catholic Church (by Protestants who quote Revelation 18:4), “I will not leave the Catholic Church until Jesus does. I don’t see that happening. But if it ever does, I have faith that the Holy Spirit will let me know.”