I grew up church of Christ but I always felt like I didn’t belong, I always joke now saying that I was a “Biological Catholic” bc I always had the urge to make the sign of the cross, and believed in Mary’s perpetual virginity, an wondered why we didn’t pay more attention to her, and I always believed in the real presence in our communion.
I actually had two aha moments
My first moment came whenever I went to a Catholic Mass. I always noticed how I felt at home and comforted and was really really ready to take the Eucharist
My second and big aha moment came when I was riding back from St. Louis, I had been out of the church of Christ for a couple of years and had looked through everything including Eastern and Oriental Orthodox. At this point I had been in the Anglo-Catholic for a few months. I was reading the book Four Witnesses: The Early Church in Her Own Words, and was reading the part where St. Justin Martyr was describing the liturgy and I yelled out that’s what we said at Mass every Sunday!! I then decided that I could not be apart of a breakaway of a breakaway of a breakaway church, so then I decided it ha to be the Catholic Church.
Now whenever I leave confession or Mass I always feel myself getting this little smile on my face and I always thank God that I am home and that I belong to Christ’s Holy, Cathollic, Church.