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J_the_Centrist
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Thank you Mfrankie, it’s funny because it came upon me so unexpectedly and it was so terrifying that I don’t think that I can live my solitary lifestyle anymore, I am not a monk afterall. I haven’t felt depressed to this magnitude since I was in my early 20s and I am suddenly terrified of growing old alone. I recently got out of a relationship but that relationship was over long before it ended if you know what I mean, at least I could talk to that woman on the phone though and I pray for her also because she is even unhappier in her life than I am at this moment. It really wasn’t a relationship at all because all we did was talk on the phone. I am almost almost rejoicing because this feels as though God Himself took the time to discipline me and I needed disciplining, but now I am faced with a dilemma of what to do about it? I am usually mentally strong but to lose control so quickly was what I needed oddly enough and I love helping others which is why I love my job. I trust that God will show me soon enough what I am to do. Yes, it is a warlike situation we are in in hospitals now and especially in NYC, please pray for all of us “essential” workers. God Bless you for your kindness.
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