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WildCatholic
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Could they be? Honestly I don’t get why i’m so darn negative when in all actuality i’m not that bad of a person. In spite of not being able to get a job in my field, I’m active in my church (well as active as I can be as a young man in a small, rural elderly parish), I have two part time jobs which is really not too bad. I have a great family, I’m intelligent and love being catholic and praying the rosary and love sports and all that.
Yet I still feel so negative about myself and I don’t know why. Intellectually I know I am a child of God, but whenever I tell myself that my mind says “so what, being a child of God won’t get you a wife or a job to support her”. It seems like I just have a mind for the negative. I’m getting better at recognizing them, but the negative thoughts just keep coming. It doesn’t help that I feel like I can’t get out of my situation (as i’ve mentioned in other posts). Not that i’m trying to put the blame on someone else (I know its my own fault for my problems), but could my negative thoughts be spiritual attack, or could be used as spiritual attack since for some reason since I was a child i’ve tended towards the negative (but somehow overcame it to get a college degree and a high GPA), but could it be. Sometimes I get so down and get so mad at myself and others that it scares me.
Yet I still feel so negative about myself and I don’t know why. Intellectually I know I am a child of God, but whenever I tell myself that my mind says “so what, being a child of God won’t get you a wife or a job to support her”. It seems like I just have a mind for the negative. I’m getting better at recognizing them, but the negative thoughts just keep coming. It doesn’t help that I feel like I can’t get out of my situation (as i’ve mentioned in other posts). Not that i’m trying to put the blame on someone else (I know its my own fault for my problems), but could my negative thoughts be spiritual attack, or could be used as spiritual attack since for some reason since I was a child i’ve tended towards the negative (but somehow overcame it to get a college degree and a high GPA), but could it be. Sometimes I get so down and get so mad at myself and others that it scares me.