What do you think I’m afraid of? Being trapped on the “other side of the river” with 100 wacko men crying and hugging each other and telling each other it’s OK, that you don’t have to be Catholic, and that God understands about the abortions and divorces and drugs.
If YOU have never been trapped for a long weekend on the other side of the river with loonies, thank God for your good fortune.
As for me, I went on an ACTS retreat shortly after my conversion.
We had no clergy present for most of the retreat, when clergy did show up they were nuts (San Antonio diocese, so that is a given). The presenters were laymen who knew ZERO about the teachings of the Church and gave these long windy talks designed to make people cry. The “retreat team” knew ZERO about the Chrurch, told us again and again and again that “God doesn’t care if you’re Catholic or not” and discussed among themselves whom they could get to “pop” (go on a crying jag).
Mass was a shambles, because about 25% of the retreatants were non-Catholics. At first they had “open communion” but switched to “only if you feel in your heart that this is Jesus” by the end of the weekend. I was an altar server and EMHC for one of the Masses (I have since repented). After Mass, Fr. told me “Just pour out the wine on the ground if you like, this is natural ground”. It wasn’t until later than I found out that many classes of Seminarians in San Anotnio were taught that along the way…hence my suspicion that most priests and EMHCs in this diocese are LS excommunicated anyway. Since I “believed in my heart” that indeed that was the Blood of Christ, I consumed it, of course!
This is only the tip. Much more happened, but nobody cares anyway. Anyone who would ask “what are you afraid of”…I just don’t know what to say. This. This is what I’m afraid of. The damn crazy liberal wacko nutballs who pass for “Involved Catholics” in my diocese.
Honestly, if I had not been so new to area, and I knew the geography better at the time, I would have just left the reteat on foot…walked across the bridge and down the highway.
Oh, and these sorts of retreats cannot be criticized in our diocese. ACTS is “wonderful” and anyone who thinks differently is “medeival”. In point of fact, ACTS is a project of the Missionary Oblates who teach theology at the diocesan seminary here, and are wackos beyond belief. Well-known heretic Fr. Ronald Rolheiser is a San Anotnio Oblate…why the Church can’t seem to find a way to shut him up and send him to away to a monastery in the mountains is beyond me. Oh right, I forgot, my Bishop is a Tool.
My advice - Don’t ever get on a bus with a bunch of people and agree to be locked up on “the other side of the river” for a long weekend with them until you know what they are about. Period.
Damn right I’m angry, just to anticipate the question.