Thank you all for the replies. Mass, Confession, the rosary, and Scripture are regular things for me. I’ve meant, for a long time, to make more of a habit of the Divine Mercy chaplet. Need to fix that. I intend to follow a lot of your suggestions. I know that any sincere prayer can be effective, but I was still looking for specific prayers since I trust the traditions of the faith, and because the Catholic faith still feels somewhat new to me. Most of you are probably much more experienced Catholics than I am. I grew up going to a very simplified, non-denominational, Protestant church.
I also just wanted to be able to talk, somehow, about some of the out-of-the-ordinary things that happen in my world occasionally, both good and bad. I rarely speak of such things, but sometimes I really need to let some of it out. It’s extremely rare to find people who are willing to believe the stories. The few priests that I’ve tried to talk to about these things seemed reluctant to believe…understandably -I don’t hold that against anyone. But still, I gotta let some of it out once in a while. And I fully intend to talk a priest soon about all of this recent activity, because it seems like something serious that shouldn’t be ignored. In fact, it really feels like things are heading towards some kind of climax.
Something interesting happened after my last post. After work on Saturday mornings, I usually stop by a church that’s always open, with an adoration chapel. The chapel is always staffed by people taking hour-long shifts. This time, no one was there. I was alone with Jesus, and it seriously was almost like I could hear Him say, “I’ve been waiting for you.” It was overwhelming. I prayed about the current situation, thanked Him for my wife and daughter, and for our life together. Then I just sat quietly, waiting for some kind of guidance. What happened then…hard to explain… It felt like time stopped and I went…somewhere else. Came back to my senses later with a definite new feeling of confidence and hope. And the mood amongst my household has been much better, despite a couple of freakish occurrences in the meantime.
Thank you all very, very much for reading this. Like I said, I need to let some of it out once in a while, and I was looking for advice from more experienced Catholics
