Desperately need your prayers!

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Hello, I am new to this forum. I write here because I need your help. I am a very private person so even writing anonymously is difficult for me, but nevertheless I am asking for your prayers. I messed my life in a way it seems irreparable. I alienated myself from Christ and in the process I let down and hurt myself and others. To the extent that I have also existential problems. I have no hope for a dignified future and it is all my fault.
Only now after years I am trying to fix everything but I need a miracle. I realize I can not do it by myself, I need God to help me. That is why I am asking you for your prayers because I need them really badly. I think the first step for me is to go to confession but I am afraid to death to go. I have done some really bad things and I am so ashamed. I have been praying the rosary for some time now and I realize God is not a vending machine for granting us what we want immediately, but I need him now. Otherwise I think I am going to lose my mind.

Thank you and God bless you!

Ksenja

PS. I am not a native English speaker so please forgive me my mistakes.
 
Praying for you from today’s Liturgy of the Hours:

Part of Psalm 80

O shepherd of Israel, hear us,
you who lead Joseph’s flock,
shine forth from your cherubim throne
upon Ephraim, Benjamin, Manasseh.
O Lord, rouse up your might,
O Lord, come to our help.

God of hosts, bring us back;
let your face shine on us and we shall be saved.

Lord God of hosts, how long
will you frown on your people’s plea?
You have fed them with tears for their bread,
an abundance of tears for their drink.
You have made us the taunt of our neighbors,
our enemies laugh us to scorn.

God of hosts, bring us back;
let your face shine on us and we shall be saved.

Part of a Canticle of Isaiah 12

God indeed is my savior;
I am confident and unafraid.
My strength and my courage is the Lord,
and he has been my savior.

With joy you will draw water
at the fountain of salvation, and say on that day:
Give thanks to the Lord, acclaim his name;
among the nations make known his deeds,
proclaim how exalted is his name.

Sing praise to the Lord for his glorious achievement;
let this be known throughout all the earth.

INTERCESSIONS

Christ is the Good Shepherd who laid down his life for his sheep. Let us praise and thank him as we pray:
– Nourish your people, Lord.

Christ, you decided to show your merciful love through your holy shepherds,
let your mercy always reach us through them.
– Nourish your people, Lord.

Through your vicars you continue to perform the ministry of shepherd of souls,
direct us always through our leaders.
– Nourish your people, Lord.

Through your holy ones, the leaders of your people, you served as physician of our bodies and our spirits,
continue to fulfill your ministry of life and holiness in us.
– Nourish your people, Lord.

You taught your flock through the prudence and love of your saints,
grant us continual growth in holiness under the direction of our pastors.
– Nourish your people, Lord.

:blessyou:

Amen
 
Ksenja, there is nothing you have done that a priest has not heard. Go to confession as soon as you can. There is nothing to be afraid of, and it is only the devil that is putting that fear in you to keep you from going. As soon as you go to confession, you will feel 100% better.

Trust in God’s merciful love for you. Please.

God bless you, and I will remember you in my Chaplet of Divine Mercy.
 
I’m praying for you. You would not believe how many of us have been in your shoes. Just remember God loves you. He will forgive anything if you just ask and then seriously try to amend your life to do HIS will and not yours. It’s amazing how much HE loves you. Has HE kept the sun from shining on you just because you’ve done bad things? Has HE stopped you from breathing the air HE so generously supplies? Keep praying and HE will draw you closer to HIMSELF sooner than you can imagine.😉
 
“I messed my life in a way it seems irreparable” For us, alone? may be. For God to provide a grace, always.

You are in my prayers. Please keep coming back here to the forum, we have you covered with prayer.
 
you WILL be forgiven if you are contrite! get that burden lifted!!! I will pray for you!
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†
 
***Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.
:crossrc:
 
Thank you very much to all of you! You have no idea how much your replays and prayers mean to me. I am planning to go to confession next Sunday. But I feel a little better even now after posting here on Caf. It took me a lot of to strength to admit even to you I have done wrong, but I kind of feel it is easier for me to go to a priest now. Somehow. I don’t know how to explain. I think I just needed a little humility and now God gave me that grace. Perhaps even because of your prayers. So, thank you once again.
I finally feel I have people to talk to about my faith and I don’t feel so alone anymore. I have been twice verbally attacked very aggressively about it recently.It could be I even lost a friend as a result of that discussion. How do you deal with stuff like that? How do you defend your faith if a person just attacks you and doesn’t want to listen what you have to say? A friend of mine said I was brainwashed and that I can’t think with my own head. It hurts very much.
But maybe it isn’t the appropriate thread for talking about this. I don’t want to break any forum rules.

God bless you!

Ksenja
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†
 
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